SHUHUI.

155th post

2007-06-15T19:46:00.001+08:00

okay people
i've MOVEDDDD!
See you guys here! :DDD

30TH, 31ST and 1ST

2007-06-02T15:31:00.001+08:00

30TH MAY 2007
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY,

HUANGPENG & ...

HUANGYONG! (=

31ST MAY 2007
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, SZUHUI!

HAPPY 21ST JASON DEY!

1ST JUNE 2007
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, WEITING!

TGIOJ !!
Thank God Its Officially June !!
common test in a few days' time! wish me luck! (=

19th & 22nd

2007-05-27T02:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, KELLY!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, ZHENHUI!

may = money
how come it seems like everybody's birthday falls in may?? IM REALLY BROKE FROM ALL THE PRESENT-BUYING!
but ...

TGIJ!

Thank God Its JUNE! ;)

9th & 14th

2007-05-16T00:14:00.001+08:00

9th May 2007
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY AUDRIS LOVE!

14th May 2007
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY HUIJUN LOVE!

its the birthday month - MAY!! hope all the may babies will enjoy their days to the fullest!
next up: KELLY & ZHENHUI's big days! (:

first love

2007-04-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

girls, lets stop our hearts from breaking.
seems like its the break-up season right now. hiyoh but life still goes on ya! they don't deserve your love and not to worry when your have us to fall on to :) by letting it all out, i hope it made your feel alot better! hope to see both of you smiling from your hearts very soon! :)))
lets look forward to all the fun we will have together this friday!
* going back to my first love tmr, cant wait (=

to someone who needs all the luck this coming tuesday and thursday: GOODY LUCKY!

in a nutshell

2007-04-22T01:44:00.001+08:00

haven't been updating regularly. i can't find the meaning and drive to blog so yah. anyway school had just started for a week. tutorials will start very soon. haha, school life is still da best :)
Basic Theory Test this coming thu! hope i can pass =)
okay, i seemed to forgot how to type in proper full sentences. so im just gonna type in point forms and photo-blog =/

- bAoc'07 was great! glad that our freshies bonded quite well with one another!

Dazzling El Dorado. we have won the war, we are 3rd!!

little sister! lim SZU hui and lim SHU HUI (:

our dear mascot.

our freshie mascots.

with da hottest SCO (:

dazzling el dorado 2

my girls. LOVES.

130407

HAPPY 18TH, MY DEAR FEN (:

140407.

da next big thing, ELAINE NG!

HAPPY 18TH, DEAR CHERLYN!

cant seem to find the right words to speak,
what's left of us?
mixed feelings.
if only you don't matter as much.
its harder than it is.
the distance is tearing us apart.

轉角*遇到愛-ing

2007-03-22T22:42:00.001+08:00

"你真的曾经来过我的世界吗?
如果有
我为什么会让你离开我的身边?
如果没有
为什么我的心会这么痛?"

- 秦朗

PHS day 2

2007-03-20T10:14:00.001+08:00

hey yo. right now im blogging at PHS! i am working part time as a relief teacher at PHS. damn cool man. but kinda sian cos nothing much to do. what i need to do is to go to their class and sit there stare at them, den they stare back at me. lol but sometimes got chat with them lah. got G gap sia. LOL. today i am Ms Joyce Chong, yesterday i was Ms Kee Bee Hwa. cool ah. but kinda fun lah. a very good experience especially in an environment so familiar =)

yay tmr im also reliefing in PHS, can't wait.. wonder which teacher will i be reliefing tmr?

TOUR-GUIDIING EXPERIENCE WITH THE JAPANESE!

2007-03-10T20:35:00.000+08:00

Day1 - Friday 9March2007

outside the Indian Restaurant. my group + pinwen's group!

hot&spicy Indian Lunch!

my group, pinwen's group and ME!

my group, pinwen's group and PINWEN!

Sugie Tomoya and I

Sugimoto Takemasa and I

no.1 shuai ge-Ozawa Taku and I!

Hinoki Kentaro and I

my favourite boys and I! =)

Day2 - Saturday 10March2007

1st station of the day: Chinatown! My group =)

梅田 !!!

whole lot of us!

33 Japaneses + 4 Singaporeans (:

no.2 shuai ge-cum-groupmemberno.1 and I!

pinwen and my no.2 shuai ge!

groupmemberno.2 and I

groupmemberno.3 and I

groupmemberno.4 and I

groupmemberno.5 and I

groupmemberno.6 and I

groupmemberno.7 and I

pinwen's group, reagen and I

all girls' group + 1 lucky man REAGEN! =)

prettyno.1 and I

no.3 shuai ge and I

no.3 shuai ge and I again!

kawaii bully and I

prettyno.2 and I

prettyno.3 and I

last group picture! BLURRED.
though we only know each other for less than a day, just glad that our paths crossed =) time spent were short but fond memories were created and will be kept close to the heart!
=)

dozo yo ro shi ku onie guy shi must! abunai! hai yo to!

不作你的朋友

2007-03-05T18:18:00.001+08:00

慢慢失忆所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定
在这个时候说我
让你感动过

别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手
并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友

慢慢心痛没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我
比从前温柔

应该放晴的天气
还下雨别这样下去
我难过但是说不出口

一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头

可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不作你的朋友

backbackback

2007-03-02T00:38:00.001+08:00

yay im back from da chalet! overall i think it was a great bonding session for the class. this could be the last time we gather as once, but we are praying for the best =) will post photos up when i receive them from my friends.

just when i thought it wouldn't hurt, it still hurt a hundred more times*

MIA

2007-02-26T15:09:00.000+08:00

gonna be away for the next 3 days. poly class chalet, the 2nd and the last. can't wait for all the fun =) update when im back!

< $300

2007-02-25T02:50:00.001+08:00

haha so CNY had come and past just like that. total angpaos < $300 but its alright! cos i also didnt go much places. anyway holidays just started and it only ends in mid april! gonna go off to my class chalet for 4 days next week.. cant wait!

and ya, though its the holidays - im not idling around! yesterday just went to apply for my basic theory test and its scheduled in late april. okay at least that gives me ample time to study for it =)
just submitted my application to be a relief teacher at pri/sec schools. hope they do not mind my D7 grade for F&N ;) will be starting work very soon at marella. there's pretty much what's going on for me these few days.
People, ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS! =)

brain fried

2007-02-15T22:38:00.001+08:00

officially brain fried.
the past 4 days were super super exhaustive on my mind.
studying and having exams everyday!
my brain is simply overfried!
please do not talk to me about issues or stuffs that requires my brain to THINK.
it is out-of-order at the moment, thank you. hahaha

BUT, JUST GLAD THAT THE EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRR!! the holidays the holidays the holidays are here! SMELL ITTTTTTTTT!
long time since i've been smiling like this!
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

v day

2007-02-14T20:22:00.001+08:00

happyvalentines <3

3/4 down! had CIP paper today and im looking forward to tomorrow 11am! LAST PAPER LAST PAPER! can't wait for the exams to end, i can literally SMELL the holidays already! hahaha.
here for a short one, and now im going back to my date with my...........

BOOKS&notes! =)

stuck out like a sore thumb

2007-02-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

mug hard. cup hard. study hard. whatever man.

4 more days. just 4 to go..
=|

O levels 2007

2007-02-08T22:37:00.000+08:00

Release of Results for O Levels 2007.

exactly a year ago...
i could remember vividly
sitting in the Bethel Hall with my class and schoolmates...
we were anticipating our results...
all of us didn't dare to pin high hopes on it...
for fear that reality would disappoint us.
there were tears of joy for most...
but for some, they could only cry till their eyes were red & sore...

one year later,
i'm going back to my alma mater
to relive that very moment again.

GOODLUCK to all peeps who are getting back their Os results tmr!
may your hard work be handsomely rewarded =)

happy 18th joyce & amabel!

2007-02-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

3rd February 2006

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JOYCE!

met joyce on 2nd feb 2006 night and countdown to her bday with BURDEN and HPT peeps!bafter which BURDEN went for kbox from 1am to 6am! i swear it was the shaggiest (if there were such a word) session i've ever had so far! towards the end i've already lost my voice. at every hour interval, we sang a bday song for joyce and present her with one present!

DEAREST JOYCE: i certainly hope you had enjoyed your night with us! 1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8 ! we need no words, these 8 numbers are all we need! i'm sure you know what i wanna say to you and hope this friendship we share will last till forever! and hope you feel the LOVE from BURDEN ya!
NEXT up --> CHERLYN PANG CHING MAY's 18TH!

5th February 2006

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AMABEL!

met the rest of the girls earlier in school to make a card for amabel! i think its kinda ugly but ya there's just how limited my creativity level is! so ya gave her the card the moment we met her and we headed to Holland V's Settlers Cafe! its a place kinda similar to MindsCafe. so we had lunch together and played a few games! bel needed to leave around 4plus so we asked for the cake to be sent to us. after singing her a bday song, we gave her all her presents! we were glad that she likes them and i swear she teared abit !! hahaha. so she left, we played till 6pm and walked about Holland V before heading home! so ya overall it had been a good day!

our bday girl!

with all her presents!

the clique!

stay tuned for moremoremore photos! =)

eighteenandamonth

2007-02-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18 YEARS+1 MONTH OLD to MYSELF!
11 more months to my 19th, olddddd girl already!

haha and...
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO AMABEL!!

finally you are 18! okay - i'll promise to stop bullying you (HAHA, well but just for today la yay!) :)

more of S.H.E !!

2007-01-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

S.H.E.

concert of the year! what can i say man, the concert was really great!
Great company, Great stars, Great vocals, Great moves, Great seats, Great performance, Great ambience, Great TIME at the Greatest concert!
alright, shall let all the photos speak their thousand words!!

at 7.15pm,

but.. at 8.28pm!!

the great company!

the concert is starting very soonnn! everybody was like SUPER HIGH!

SHE coming down to the stage!

close up! Selina Hebe Ella !

spectacular view from the best seats in da house!

ella drumming & dancing!

SHE showing off their POWERFUL vocals!

when hebe said that she is gonna bring out my 4 boyfriends, i knew she was referring to feilunhai.at that point of time, i was super high la! cos i know that they were gonna sing my FAVE song!
MY PERSONAL FAVOURITE PERFORMANCE OF THE NIGHT! 只对你有感觉!

MY FAVES SINGING MY FAVE SONG!

Fahrenheit - FEILUNHAI!
CALVIN, ARRON, DADONG!, WUZUN!!
they wowed the stage (or rather, the GIRLS in the audience) with their vocals, charm and GOOD LOOKS!! :)

back to SHE!

well-synchronized dance steps!

SHE with their BIG bearbears!

" zhe me ban "

S.H.E. with Stefanie Sun! 4 PRETTY and TALENTED singers!

FIRST DAY. TODAY. EVERYDAY. FIRST DAY.

the GREAT finale!

there's all for now. will post up more pics once i've received it!
indeed, losing your voice screaming for your idol is... : PRICELESS! =)

S.H.E.

2007-01-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

yay! S.H.E's concert is tomorrow night! tomorrow around this time, i should be enjoying myself to the maximum at the singapore indoor stadium. YAY I CANT WAIT!!! =)

JUST FOR BURDEN (:

2007-01-22T01:23:00.001+08:00

hey BURDEN!
life doesn't seem to be as good for most of us now. however i hope all of us can conquer whichever ordeal that we are facing! look at this photo, we look so happy and carefree ain't it? problems with school, problems with relationships, problems with life - say it out and the rest of the burdens will definitely share the BURDEN with you! challenges in life is not deem to bring you down, on the other hand it is to make you an even better and stronger person! there are bounds to be ups and downs in life, we will see each of us through! hope to see each of you smiling with your heart the next time i see you okay?
c'mon lets look forward to JOYCE TAN SOO HWEE's 18th BDAYYYYY!! :DDD

LOVE, bangala =)

one litre of tears

2007-01-21T16:48:00.001+08:00

chionged the whole series of ONE LITRE OF TEARS last night and OMG i think i cried until i have no more tears left! seriously, the whole show was really very nice. a young girl fighting to be alive till her very last breath. and further more, it was a real story. her desire to live was WOW, we gotta learn to treasure life more. very very nice show, everybody please watch it!

17 January 2007
went to school in the afternoon and met up with zhenhui, cherlyn, elaine, joyce and renjie to go mediacorp and watch the Project Superstar II finals for the boys! overall it was nice buttttt, the judges were super biased la :p not all, just the 2 of them. haha heck la, also none of my business. it was nice, my first time going for PSS II's recording.

18 January 2007
no school for the day! so we headed to town and caught Blood Diamond together! hahaha it was a great show, i like it :D and at the climax, the show just stopped suddenly. wth, it was the climax leh! hahaha anyway it resumes soon after!

at the Hong Kong cafe!
after the show, met up with joyce and kelly! walked about town and went to city link mall to meet KAYJOO! we're celebrating her bday in advance. we dined at NewYork NewYork. it was such a nice and cosy place! and the way they celebrate customers' bdays scared e hell outta us. LOL. the cheesecake was nice and the relight candle was irritating can. hahaha. thanks winnie for the fondue! soon after, pinwen, chunfu, zhenyu, jack and reagen came over and find us! it was simple date, but hope KAYJOO had enjoyed herself :)))

OUR BDAY GIRL!

lemon candy floss!

our DELICIOUS fooddd!

cosycosycosy! FRIENDS TILL THE END (:

19 January 2007
HAPPY 18 KAYJOO! =)
practically dragged myself outta bed at 6am. headed to school with huifen. had soccer, the weather was freakinggg hot! hahaha scored a goal yay :D after that headed to CATS class with huifen and shiqin. in the end kena pang seh by our tutor. we went to the hawker behind school and had lunch. went home after that. hahaha. after that met up with zhenhui and went to np to look for pinwen and also for the open house. saw the project superstars, they came to our school. nat is so cute la! :D hang out at school till 6plus and we took a bus to town. kelly came to meet us after that we waited for zhenyu to knock off and it was home sweet home after that!

jun!

right now, im sitting in front of my lappy, trying to rush out the report for Microeconomics. however it was to no avail. there's just so much things needed to be done but not in the mood to do so. hai, gotta start studying very soon. exams are like in 3 weeks' time? gotta do well this time..

WORK HARD EVERYBODY!

somuchforthesmiles

2007-01-16T20:27:00.001+08:00

today's ob tutorial was cancelled at the very last minute. stupid man. 3 groups presenting next week, i doubt we can finish on time but wth, its not our business. haha. so yay! 1 last presentation, 1 last project and all assignments are cleared!! cant wait!! (=

anyway got a piece of bad news during lecture today. its the self-select timetabling. whereby all of us can choose the desired timetable for yrself next semester. for most, it will be a bad news because it means the probability of being separated from your year1 classmates. but for some, who still doesn't seem to be able to like their current class - this is definitely a piece of good news to get rid of the current classmates and not see them for the next year. my whole class was like super moody at this piece of bad news and wanted to ask the lecturer whether can our whole class skip this whole exercise. seriously, i would just pray to stick to my current class. after like trying to get along and getting to know each other better, i wouldn't want to waste any more time next semester to try to get along with the NEW classmates. glad that my whole class is sharing the same sentiments. just pray that TB26 will stick with each other, no one less or no one more :)

okay, at least i am FINALLY going for project superstar II's recording tomorrow! its NAT vs DAREN! NAT NAT NATTTT! yea im rooting for NAT!! and YAY, no school on thursdayyyyy! aint gonna have any thursday bluesss this week =) movieeeee this thursday! which movie should i watch??? hahaha. and im just so glad i found a real good friend in NP <3

busybusy drained week

2007-01-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

woah this week had really been hell and super hectic, but i managed to survive it-aint i something?? =D

tuesday - ocom table topics (something similar to the oral we take in sec sch) in the morning and business statistics common test 2 in the evening, went sp to watch ivp bball match-only reached home at 12++mn! =(
wednesday - group submission for microecons and cats meeting in the afternoon. reached home at 8.30pm! =((
thursday - CIP pbl presentation in the morning and individual submission for microecons. reached home at 8pm! =(((
friday - CATS presentation in the morning, stayed in school till 5plus to do ob project which is dued next tuesday :(

as you can see, this week is REALLY REALLY hectic. gonna mug hard at home this weekend as there is another test on monday :( why are there so many assignments/projects/tests????? and ob presentation is next tuesday eh!!
argh its been such a loooong time since i've watched a movieeeeee! so many movies unwatched but yet no time!! haiz i really wanna watch deathnote2!! hopefully after tuesday i can make some time to catch a movie!

oh ya, NGEEANN's having OPENhouse2007 on 18-21 JAN 2007! for those who are interested, please come and take a look! it is confirmed to make you satisfied! put NP as your very 1st choice and you can see me everyday!! (=

and yea finally got my bday pics from kelly!!

BURDEN =)

HPT oieeeeeeee! =)

DA GANG! =)

my GIRLS! jun,fen,shu,bel! =)

4HUMILITY'05-class of 2005! =)

ADP'01. jiawei.shuhui.joyce! =)

open presents session =)

with all my PRESENTS I!

with all my PRESENTS II! & my BIGGEST and FATTEST present is in black =)))

COOKIES&CREAM on my face! SO DARN WASTED EHHHH! hahaha.

DA BURDEN again! =)))

&&& long time never see my BURDENs already!! meet up soon! miss you girls so muchhhhh (IMUG) hahahaha =)

7jan's bday babies

2007-01-07T23:52:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ...

PINWEN!

thanks so much for everything! you had been such a great and lovable friend and ah pa! glad that you had enjoyed today's "celebration" even though its very simple (: hope all the small little presents made you smile even wider! may we remain family forever! LOVE YA (=

and ...

JUNMING!

my pri school classmate whom i pang seh halfway! LOL. hope you enjoyed yourself yesterday night. it was a very simple bbq but i hope it made you really happy! must use the presents that we got for you alright! see you around, take care!! :DDD

woah. 3 old people (me, pinwen, junming) cant wait for the rest of the GANGS to turn 18 as well! let's club together one day ya! hahahaha (:

da big day (:

2007-01-07T03:59:00.000+08:00

4TH JANUARY 2007

school ends at 3pm. audris wanted to act secretive and bring me to a place to celebrate my bday. i think i really irritate until she wanna vomit blood. but due to my smartness, i managed to know that we're heading to town. so we went over to fish&co and waited for huijun, huifen, belle and shiqin to reach. after having our late lunch there, we went over to Plaza Singapura to walk walk. as it was raining quite heavily, we borrowed some umbrellas from the other customers at fish&co. while audris and i went back fish&co to return the other umbrellas, huijun, huifen, belle and shiqin went to get a cake for me! they were hiding at the lift outside the cinema and called us to go over and find them. when i reach, they sang bday song for me and gave me my presents!! we took many photos there and shared the cake. haha.

Us and all their love-filled presents!

ALL OF US =)

L-R: I Love Sailors tee from NewUrbanMale!, handmade card from all of them!, handmade cutie card from BELLE! and handmade PURPLE ROSES from HUIJUN!

the card from them! aint the tigger cute? its drawn by HUIJUN! the whole card is like super darn cute la ! =X

the tee ; card by belle!

close up of the card!

when i open it up ...
superdupercute aint it!! she really spent alot time on the card and I TOTALLY LOVEEEEE IT! (=

PURPLE roses from HUIJUN! heard she stayed up till 6am in the morning just to fold it for me! its handmade + its roses + its PURPLE in colour! LOVES x3

after eating my cake, huijun left to celebrate her another fren's bday and belle went home. e rest of us went to star factory. i played a game, its super exciting can! i swear i almost won. just a brick difference and i could win for myself either a pink PSP or a nokia n73! OMGGG man! i must win them one day! after that we went to suntec to meet up with huijun again! talked awhile more and went back! it was a simple day, but well spent with my favourite girls in NP! love you girls lots! (=

SHUHUI with all the presents from the girls <3>
5TH JANUARY 2007

12.08am
conference with BURDEN!
they sang me a bday song together and spelt out my name for me!

S - Special
H - Happy-go-lucky
U- Unique
H - Humourous
U - Understanding
I - ICHIBAN!!

thanks so much BURDEN! although they pao pai abit but still, thanks for singing me the 1st bday song of the day!

- HAPPY no.2 -

12.11am
HUIJUN called and wished me happy bday! we chatted for awhile and hang up! thanks so much again for the ROSES! =D

- HAPPY no.3 -

12.19am
SATHISH called and wished me happy bday too! thanks so muchies!

and i went to bed with many blessings and well wishes from those who wished me, fell asleep with a smile on my face. =)

NEXT MORNING,
woke up at 6am and headed to school for soccer! was on my way to the stadium when i heard my favourite song over the radio!! woohoo! whenever my fave song is played over the radio, it never fails to leave a smile on my face =)

- HAPPY no.4 -

so managed to jog 4 rounds before soccer officially starts. temporary change of coach, just for today. so we did quite alot of footwork and training at the abs. we didn't get the chance to play on the field as the coach thinks that its too muddy. so we played on the track next to the field. 1st game we played was handball, it is similar to captain's ball just that in order to score, we need to shoot into the goalpost. i managed to scored 2 goals for my team! overall the score was 3-1, my team won! the loser team had to do 20 push-ups. yea.. after that, we played real street soccer. this time round, girls' goal equals to 3 goals. and guess what???
i managed to score again! omg i swear my goal really helped my team to win and escape from the punishment of 20 push-ups! final score 4-1! (:

- HAPPY no.5 -

so off we went to our next class. was walking along outside the school's bookshop when i saw eyecandy no.1!! yay! and i found out that we both share the same bday! so HAPPY BDAY to him too!

- HAPPY no.6 -

had CATS lessons. teacher merely talk cock all the way and we did abit of our project in class. left class around 11.45am. saw eyecandy no.2 waiting for the lift outside my class. WOOHOO! damn happy can! even managed to take the same lift as him ;)

- HAPPY no.7 -

when i came out from the lift, i went to the toilet next to the vending machine and i say eyecandy no.3!!!!!!!!! OMG can you believe it?? i hardly see the 3 of them, not to mention to even see the 3 of them in the same day! in a period of less than 3 hours, i saw the 3 of them! =)))

- HAPPY no.8 -

so went home super darn happy cos everything of today seemed to be so perfect and nice =)
zhenhui msged me and i was told that they will meet me at 9pm but venue yet to be confirmed! LOL kinda ZZZ cos so late! butttt hahaha so i decided to have lunch with my mom&bro! reached home bathed and all the timing doesn't suit so we decided to have sakae dinner buffet instead. as the buffet only starts at 6.30pm, i started doing abit of my cats project. do until i fell asleep! haha and zhenhui called me again and say wanna meet me earlier! around 8pm.

but huijun said she had already planned something for me and i've agreed to meet her 7.45pm at bishan. happy that she like being so nice to me and plan another thing for me ma ;) at the point of time, all the time seemed to clash! finally work out everything, gotta give the sakae buffet a miss. went to meet huijun at 7pm bishan control station. at first i thought it was only huijun and me! but that huijun damn blur, gave away abit and so huijun, huifen and belle are all meeting me :D huijun gave me an elmo balloon and belle hand-made a flower balloon for me!

L-R : the flower balloon and ELMOOOO!

close up of MR ELMOOOO!=DDD
i was walking around j8 with MR ELMO and ALOT of kids kept looking at me. haha too bad, he's mine!! =P

so we hang around mac, they ate and we all talk. i kept calling zhenhui but she dont wanna pick up my call or call me back!! like so worried la. cos i seriously had no idea where burden are meeting me. and huijun suggested that we go serangoon to play arcade. it was a merely passing remark because i kept saying i die die must win the psp at the arcade. so i board the cab with them. and zhenhui finally called me back! i told her that im going serangoon with huijun&co and she says its ok to go there and she will call me later! wth. i hear liao i very scared sia! and huijun&co kept accusing me that i keep thinking of zhenhui they all when i'm with them! HAHA! not thinking cos im worried if i go serangoon den not fang bian to meet BURDEN or crash their plan ma! i swear i really felt that i shang le zei chuan :|
LOL. on the cab, huijun mentioned about the plan that i suggested to her to do for her friend's bday. which is to blindfold the bday girl and bring her to a room whereby got many other people. and suddenly she just took out a towel from her bag and blindfold me! WTH! i think i kinda regret suggesting this plan to her man! so we alighted at somewhere and we walked quite a distance. i kept holding onto huijun la! the feeling of being blindfolded is really really not good :P

finally we reach a room, still blindfolded but i felt there's air-con. they took off my blindfold and WOW! the whole room was dark and everybody was sitting around in a big circle with a candle in their hands :D like so romantic can! oh so it was a function room booked at the club house of the condo of junwei's! thanks so much JUNWEI! haha and i was told to blow off everybody's candles! and they kept lighting it back! hahahaha. after that was a performance of my FAVE SONG by BURDEN and supposedly everybody la! hahaha that was nice. it was nice to see SO MANY people in the room! there was people from HPT, DA GANG, 4H, huijun they all and BURDEN!

my fave song - 只对你有感觉

无解的眼神心像海底针
光是猜测我食欲不振
有点烦人又有点迷人
浪漫没天份反应够迟钝
不够谨慎花挑错颜色
但很矛盾喜欢你的笨

微笑再美再甜不是你的
都不特别
眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰
又是晴天
靠的再近再贴少了拥抱
就算太远
全世界只对你有感觉
玩的再疯再野你瞪一眼
我就收敛
马路再宽再远只要你牵
就很安全
我会又乖又黏温柔体贴
绝不敷衍
我只对你有感觉

体贴却黏人爱哭却温顺
有时天真有时很邪恶
对你耍狠就是舍不得
请吸收养分让脑袋平衡
要你现身动作慢吞吞
怎么承认我非你不可

thanks so much!

- HAPPY no.9 -

1st station : after that i was given a bittergourd, chilli and some vinegar. either i finish them all by myself or i get somebody from the crowd to finish it for me! LOL, so thanks to JEWELL for finishing the chilli for me. thanks to pinwen and myself and some other people for finishing for bittergourd together. and qinxiang they all even though they never finish drinking the vinegar! LOL.

2nd station: on the floor was a masking tape taped in a V shape. some candles were lined up in a row and i needed to stretch myself as much as possible in order to be nearer to the candles. i was handed a straw and was told to blow off the candles with the straw. haha after a few tries, it was mission accomplished!

3rd station: i was given a needle and a choice of either 1,2 or 3. i chose 3 and that was to tape the needle onto my TOES and burst some balloons with my feet! LIK SO TOUGH LAH! but in the endddd, it was mission accomplished too! haha! what to do, too pro liao - master red shirt and HPT member for the 4th year eh =DDD

yeah after completing the 3 stations, it was finally FOOD TIME! super duper hungry la. den everybody engaged in their own chats, played around and enjoyed the food together. suddenly, they off the lights and said that there was a SPECIAL guest! haha and guess what, it was HUANGPENG !!! he came into the room with a cake :))))))) at that point of time, my heart was like beating super fast! he saw me blow the candles off and we took some photos!

- HAPPY no. 10 -

after eating, played another game again. the animal farm. i'm the duck and i needed to find my other ducksss la. of cos i knew i was the only "animal" who was playing. the rest was just crowding around and making all the other animal noise. HAHAHA! farny ah..

the next game. everybody had to close their eyes den shift their positions according to what zhenhui says la. i held on tightly to belle because i knew i was gonna be sabo badly! haha. i shift until i totally got separated from belle -.- in the end, i was to reach out and pick 2 people who were closest to me. i picked qinxiang and zhenhui ji tao pulled my hand to go reach for yiyong where he's like quite a distance away la -.- so each of them had to carry me and see who carry me for the longest. still say what winner will get a big present. in the end yiyong won and his present was supposed to be a kiss from me -.- hahaha. so ya like that.

after that was open present ceremony!! all the presents are placed in the middle of the circle and i had to guess what is the present and who are they from. must guess correctly than can open eh! haha.

all my presents!!

now a close up!!
i think i am really just too pro! just a few wrong guesses and some hints, i managed to guess who are the presents from! and im super damn surprised! i received 3 pairs of slippers from 3 different group of friends! 1 from HPT, 1 from 10brothers and 1 from BURDEN! really got MQ AH ;P
i really love all the presents because they are all full of thoughts from them!

bday banner by BURDEN!

L-R : green floral havaianas from HPT, Papillio Mallistic Anthracite from BURDEN! and , green havaianas Cartunista Adao from tenbrothers!
thank you 1) winnie mdm, yijia mdm, jewell mdm, gary sir, kayjoo, chunfu!
thank you 2) BURDEN! - joyce, cherlyn, kelly, zhenhui and liting!
thank you 3) joey, jiawei, jiajun, qinxiang, weizhe, timothy, jiawei, ah ban and eugene!

my 3 biggest LOVE =D

- HAPPY no.11+12+13 -

all the presents from BURDEN!!!

- HAPPY no.14 -
the 13rd and 14th HAPPIES are for BURDEN!! =)
you girls are da best thats why got 2 HAPPIES. hahaha!

present from HUANGPENG! there's a box of chocolates, SUPER big lollipop and a hp chain!
thanks so much again!!! =)))

- HAPPY no.15 -

bday message puzzle from PINWEN & ZHENYU! thanks so much!

- HAPPY no.16 -

GUESS belt from DA GANG!
thanks so much: huangyong, melvin, junming, eugene, yiyong, chunkit, junwei and zhengyang!

- HAPPY no.17 -

next, the big postcard bday card from ALL!

1st page.

2nd page.

3rd page.

4th page.

Last page.

- HAPPY no.18 -
after that hang around more and took more photos. was eating the cake with HPT, YUMMY MAN! its cookies and cream cheesecake! I LOVE ITTTTT! :D haha and ya got cake smashed! wth la. thanks ah, it was lik extra "wax" on my hair. and i still smell of cheese even after i bathed! haha! home sweet home after that. my dad came to pick me up (:

LOTS OF THANKS OUT -->
winnie mdm, yijia mdm, gary sir, jewell mdm, kayjoo, chunfu, pinwen, lydiang and her boyfriend, huijun, huifen, belle, mokhsingyee, qinxiang, jiawei, joey, jiajun, ah ban, weizhe, timothy, eugene, huangyong, melvin, junming, yiyong, chunkit, junwei, zhengyang and of cos HUANGPENG and BURDEN!

thanks for coming and making my day such a memorable one! nothing beats spending my bday with all my friends! all this couldn't had been possible if not for every single one of you! thanks for all the effort and love from all! this is definitely the most MEMORABLE bday for me!!!

SPECIAL SHOUT OUTs TO MY BURDENs!
- of cos, i know all of these wouldnt had happened if not for all your planning, this time round's KAH NOT BAD AHHH! hahaha. thanks so much, really! from the bottom of my heart.. i really love you girls, no words would be enough to express my love!
next up in 26 days: JOYCE ulala's bday!!

LOVESSS, SHU! =)

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!
MAY I CONTINUE GROWING EVEN PRETTIER!
MAY ALL MY WISHES COME TRUE =D
TOTAL OF 18 HAPPIES FOR MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!
THIS IS DA BEST ANY GIRL CAN GET! IM HAPPYYYYYY! (=
p.s. i took 3+ hours just to complete this whole entry! WOAH!
p.s.s sorry if i miss out any names ah =p

eighteenth

2007-01-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHUUUUUUUUUUUUHUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! :DDD
i'm 18 already!
so oldddd eh!
hmmmm...
bday wishes for this year..
very simple ones.
firstly, pray for the LOVE OF MY LIFE to appear! hahaha! ♥
secondly, spend more time with my loved ones (=
thirdly, do well for school...
fourthly, appreciates the people around me and never ever take them for granted.
fifthly, get my car license asap!
okay, im not greedy.
i dont want alot for bday.. this is all im asking for ;)
hope this very day, i will have a blast and the day of the life!!

first of 2007

2007-01-02T23:53:00.001+08:00

alright, finally sent year2006 off with a smile and welcome year2007 with arms wide open! countdown party at cherlyn's place was wonderful! alot people came and we all had fun together!
year2007 has gotten be a little more exciting, a little more anticipating and a little more LOVE! school's stating in 13hours' time, not abit excited about it but still :D cant wait to see all the people that i hadn't seen in the past 2 weeks! this week is gonna be longggg with many projects dued and statistics test coming up the very next week. but no matter how hectic it gets, nothing is gonna take my time away from my 18th BIRTHDAY!

3 more days! :)))))))))))))))

actions speak

2006-12-31T19:00:00.000+08:00

tell me, is this fate?
let's walk the fate (:

last of 2006

2006-12-31T16:16:00.000+08:00

alright, we've came to the last day of 2006. this year hadn't been wonderful. especially in the middle, only 2 words to describe it: fsuper shit. but for the past 2 weeks, it was ultimate love :DDD bonds started forming, bonds continue forming, bonds growing even stronger, what more can i ask for?
ain't gonna make any new year resolution because i know i wont stick to it =P just hope that everyone around me will be happy and live our lives to the fullest!

school is reopening in 3 days' time. huge pile of projects and tutorials in debt, but i just aint motivated to clear them. there's still a statistics test on 9jan! wth. but but but, at least there's still 5th jan to look forward to =D

alright aint gonna waste away the last day of 2006. now, let me try to get my ass off to do my projects!
say byebye to 2006 and HELLO 2007 =)
ENJOY WORLD !

aftermath

2006-12-29T02:14:00.000+08:00

26 december 2006

early in the morning, when it was raining super heavily and a DAMN NICE WEATHER to sleep in, i met joyce and cherlyn at town to buy KLT's bday present! but its all worthwhile when we know she loves it very the much =) after that went to kbox with shiqin, audris, huijun and huifen! it was really crazyyy man! we kept shouting our lungs out like one bunch of siao people like that la. haha so kbox-ed until 7plus and we went for dinner while jun left to meet her friend. we met up with her again at bishan around 9pm and we went to get log cake to have the more christmassy feel. went over to jun's house in the rain. haha was all drenched so went to change into dry clothing. after that we proceed to exchange presents! i got jun's present, it was 2 pairs of beautiful "love one another" chopsticks! will love you forever one ah, jun =) huifen got my present, and i know she loves it alot. cant help it, my present is too wonderful already ;) hahaha. so we watched abit tv, ate the logcake and played mahjong at 12am. all the wayyyy till 6am! WOAH, really chiongster man! was supposed to wake up at 9+ but i really really cant seem to wake up =0

27 december 2006

so i finally woke up at 11++am and we all left jun's place together. took a bus to prata house and change another bus to cherlyn's place. went there to chiong and do the photo album for KLT! finished it around 3+pm and waston drove us to bishan mrt station. went to dhoby ghout to meet KLT and pinwen, and off we went to MindCafe. upon reaching there, we found out that it was full house and the person in charge suggested us to go over to their another branch at boat quey. so we tried hailing a cab in the rain. we finally reached the other MindCafe at around 5plus. we started exchanging our presents with each other. i really need to go back to woodlands man! but, i really put in the effort okay! the pictures are so small, my long and slim hands had difficuties cutting them you all know?? overall, i really love all the gift i've received. they are just so filled with thoughts and LOVE =)=)=) ordered our food and drinks and started playing the games there! cool man, the games there are really funnnn!

" 一张, 一张, 一张张张张张张...!" "两张!!!!!!!!!!!"

HAHAHA! we left the cafe around 8plus and proceeded to our "night safari", surprised liting with hsingyee, lydd and amanda! and we presented all our presents to her! hope the boots really will help you win all your matches ya =) and YAY now you got the nicest boots in your team!!! (: after that jootat came over with a present and a cake, and we all left and leave them to romance at the esplanade rooftop =)
overall, it was a simple bday celebration this year. but i still hope KLT loves it because it is simple but yet veryveryvery SWEET (=

okay, let me show you the presents that i've received from BURDEN (=

one group photo!

first up, JOYCE ulala~
a candy cane and hand-made hp chain (we got MQ seh, not bad ah. cos we've known each other for 1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. 6.. 7.. going-to-8.. years!)

next, CHERLYN ricola!
perfume from body shop! its in purple somemore!! and and and, a card =)

next we have... JENGHUEY ella!
a personalized notebook! yay i appreciate it alot because i know how hard it is to keep all the glitter in place (=

last but not the very least, KLT nehla!
these are the stuffs inside the goody bag!
home-made cookies, candy cane, personalized badge and a card!

although the gifts we exchange doesn't cost alot, its the thoughts that made them priceless =) once again, THANK YOU GIRLS! this christmas had been a lovely one with you all! the friendship we all share will definitely 超过FOREVER. oh ya, KELLY!! can't wait you to be back! you must catch up with BURDEN very soon yay!

&&& congrats to LAN LAO SHI! she gave birth to a baby on the 27dec! CONGRATS lan papa and lan mama! ((((:

wellllll,
MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD, christmas lasts for 12 long days! so continue enjoying the love!(:
*hint hint* & my birthday falls on the 12th and last day of christmas ya!!! :DDDD

merry christmas

2006-12-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2006!

woah, 2006's christmas had been a good one. on the eve, we went over to City Harvest Church for their christmas service. the atmosphere and the drama were great =D

everybody lighted up the candle in our hands. cool ah.

after which we proceed to the carnival at hall6. hang around, played some games and ate. after that, joyce and cherlyn left at about 6pm. zhenhui, me, huangyong and zhengyang went to tampines mall to get the present for gift exchange. we all reached joey's place at about 9plus. after which more and more people came over. 12am sharp was the highlight la. everybody was like super high from countdowning. and we proceed to pick our numbers for the gift exchange. and guess what i've got??

so much for getting such a good gift aka the eye massager! THANKS AH JOEYPEH! LOL. eugene is really a lucky chap to pick up my gift =D

so we tonned the whole night. playing diadee, mahjong, eating, chatting, making noise, SINGING and crapping all the way.
*thanks to hsingyee, joey and yiyong for all your presents. be it small or big, its still the thoughts that counts and i really appreciate all of that! hope you like the present that i've got for you too =D=D=D
in the morning, we went to zhenhui's mom's shop to have breakfast. after that lydia's boyfriend drove us home and i slept from 11am all the way to 8pm! i suppose tonight will be another sleepless night =(
heading to kbox with my girls SHA tomorrow afternoon and staying over at HUIJUN's place at night! and will be celebrating KOHLITING's birthday on the 27th. woohoo i really cant wait! happening seh, with so much activities lined up. lets just enjoy the last few days of the holidays to the max before we heed back to the books =D so dont think i will be able to update until after 27thdec ah.

hope everyone, everybody and everything had a marvellous christmas this year. mine had been a great one with lotsa LOVE =)

3 straight nights without THE AIRCON

2006-12-20T23:39:00.001+08:00

yes! i managed to sleep for 3 nights without the aircon!! i swear i was sweating even though it was raining for e past 3 nights! ok thats random. off to HPT training camp06 tmr, will be back on friday and off back to PHS for the activities of the last day of the camp! meanwhile, enjoy the holidays. and xmas is nearing!! I CANT WAIT! =)

off to find back the reason why i am still returning.

all i want for christmas is ... [PART 2]

2006-12-19T02:54:00.000+08:00

i cant seem to fall asleep. so was surfing the net for nothing and then i came across the junk food tee shirts website!

Little Miss Naughty

Little Miss Sunshine
Saw both Miss Naughty and Miss Sunshine at Queen's Couture before. I want the Miss Chatterbox shirt! LOL well describes me right! =)

ELMO PLAYING THE DRUMS! THIS IS SUPER CUTE LAHHHH!

or come some SUPER MARIO??!?!?! reminds me of all the stupid mushrooms that he loved to jump on!

okay, dont act cute already. cool huh. the beatles in 4 colours =)

okay shall try to sleep now, need to wake up at 10am ~~tomorrow~~ later i mean. town with JERINELEE, ESTHERMOK and MOKHSINGYEE! (:

all i want for christmas is ...

2006-12-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

NEW SKIN!
yay common tests are finally a burden off my shoulder. even though many projects are dued when school reopens, im gonna enjoy these 2 short weeks of BREAK to have a kit kat. LOL. im looking darn forward to x'mas, the air is always full of love during x'mas =)

oh ya, i've added my wishlist up. hopefully santa or MY PARENTS would chance upon my blog! but, i dont mind YOU, who is reading my blog to *ahem* a burden off my wishlist ;););) that will definitely make my christmas an even greater one!!
yay enjoy the holidays and let all the fun and excitement kick in!!!

2006-12-17T15:21:00.000+08:00

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2006-12-11T20:30:00.001+08:00

2 down, 2 more to go! happy holidays here i come!
okay, so microeconomics was a killer today. but heck man, at least its over =) i seriously cant wait for all the meetups, countdowns, shoppings, funsss and everythings! LOL.

and i just realized that i can even add testimonial for people who ain't on my friends' list! cool ah hahaha okay random! just too bored. 24 more days to my birthday! yeayeayea~

2006-12-03T02:37:00.000+08:00

friday was really a bad bad day. i woke up at 7.02am and my 1st lesson is at 8am. chiong all the way from my house to school, reached the pitch at 8.20am. luckily the coach still mark me present. bad start and my mood was really foul. many times failed attempt of scoring, further ruin my bad enough mood. finally at the nick of time, scored 1 volley. i felt better ;) but on the way back to get my back, i slipped. the pitch was FREAKING muddy and dirty. wth. brought mud to class HAHAHA.

got 2 free tickets to wildwildwet so after cats jiquan and I ji tao chiong to downtown east. reached there around 2.30pm! wth. we spent almost 2 hrs travelling from school to tampines. arghhh. anyway the weather wasnt really great there. but we didn't let that dampen our moods!! changed immediately and went up our first ride - Ular-Lah!

wasnt really thrilling leh =X tried the sky rider, i tell you what. it was freaking high lah and scary can. he almost cried on the sky rider la HAHAHA. we paddle as hard as we can and went to the shiok river to calm down =p

sky-rider

shiok river. wasnt as shiok as the name suggests. we slacked till we felt better and went up the samsung slide up! hahaha i think this is the funnest ride there! we even went up twice you know. not a bit scared at all. LOL.

samsung slide up

the tsunami!
which is actually the wave pool. we waited almost 10 mins for the wave to come lah. was quite fun in the beginning but we grew sick of it after like 15mins inside the wave? i kept sliding down from the float lah, too short. hahaha so we headed to the yakult professor's playground! its the highlight of the day. we had so much fun bullying the people there! kept shooting the water at them when they pass by us. freaking farny to see their reactions lah. but it was fun, we got our returns too. being shot back by other people, karma huh. all in all, it was fun because nobody took it seriously and will just laugh away when we kena shot by others. whenever we hear the bell signalling that water from the big yakult can is gonna pour down, we immediately ran to the spot to await its arrival. hahaha after being drowned by all the water from the big yakult can, we went back to bully other people. as soon as we hear the bell again, we run back to the spot to kena dunk by the yakult can. this process continues for 5 or 6 times. after that we were like shagged and panting already. but as ive said, it was the highlight! so ya, funfunfun!! =DDD

after that i headed to the bikini bay and he headed to the muscle bay to wash up! we left the place around 6.40pm. ate alittle and took the bus back to tampines bus interchange. waited for 969. we took from one end to the other end -.- but talked alot on the bus. pei him wait for 963 and i went home after that!
wild wild wet wasnt as fun as ive anticipated it to be. and i think i wouldnt even go back there anymore. LOL. all in all, it was the company that really matters =)

promised myself to study today but to no avail again! hahaha life's too short to spend worrying about exams aint it?? yay! heading to town tml with the biggest fattyyyyy in the world!! cant wait for all the fun and finally we can shopshopshop! =)
thats all for now, world. till then, keep the love going! (:
1 month and 2 days more to the most important day of my life, my 18th birthday!

2006-11-28T23:33:00.001+08:00

gosh, pls let common test be over in a blink of the eye. im pushing many dates off because i have to study for the stupidiest common tests which is 4 papers for this term WTH. i seriously cant wait to get on with all the fun after common test!!!

- amazing race
- shopping for pressies!
- xmas parties
- countdown parties
- lastly, my 18th birthday (=

15 dec quickly come PLEASEEEE!
c'mon, give us a lil hope.

2006-11-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

best picture of the day! at escape theme park with the girls :D
anyway i was clearing my stuffs just now and i found a stack of notes inside 1 of my comics! HAHAHA i feel richer suddenly. i must had hid it there for fear that my mom will find it la. HAPPY HAPPY (:

2006-11-25T14:11:00.000+08:00

this whole week had been LOVE.
wonderful, happy and well-spent. spent quality time with everybody! =)

tuesday
after ocom presentation, i went to meet my CATS group members. suddenly zhenhui decided to come over my school after her training. act crashing right. LOL so she came over and we crashed ocom lecture at 4.30pm to listen to the IS module ranking stuffs. after that we went to bukit panjang plaza and dined at cartel! the food was so so only but its the company that made everything seem good ;)

wednesday
school ended early so jiquan and i met up for lunch! we had prata at the prata place near school. we had lotsa fun craping, eating and chatting!
cheese prata + milo dino = :) :) :)

thursday
school ended at 12pm! me and audris waited for shiqin and huifen, after which we cab down to ESCAPE THEME PARK to meet huijun and belle! it was raining the moment we reached there so we heeded to the arcade to play some games 1st! we played bishi bashi and the shooting hoops games. and stupid huijun seemed to grow up in the arcade, she almost trashed us la. means she didnt la! lol

this is huijun! small fishball who grew up in the arcade la ;p

it was freaking cheap can. 6bucks for whole lot of fun! there was free popcorn, ice cream and carnival games for all of us! we went to the haunted house, afterwhich we went up the raindow. belle pang seh us at the entrance of the haunted house, wth. LOL. went up the viking with the girls. we wanted to play alpha-8, the new panasonic. but it was down, what a pity.
after which we went to queue for the stupid go-kart. we spent almost 1hr queue-ing la! wth. brought our whole morale down! anyway we still had fun go-kart-ing, and i got 1st :DDD

shu, qin, bel, fen

&&& guess who i saw when we were queue-ing up for go-kart?
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PINWEN and JENGGG!!!
pinwen was there with yiwei and co. jeng was there with her innovians~
LOL like small gathering like that! so HAPPPYYYYYYY (((((:

huijunhuifen

after go kart, we went to play the flipper thingy. i didnt went up anyway cos i know i will defintely puke. HAHAHA. after that we met up with jeng&co and we went to play the log thingy aka wet and wild.

jun&shu. WET and WILD.

the 6 of us and jeng&co went to play the viking again together! this time was really crazyyyy, we shouted till we lost our voices! in the end my side won, cos... got jeng -.-
HAHA. after that we went for the family coaster! it's something like a dragon ride, it went reallyyyy fast! hahaha.
we headed to the carnival games after that! jeng won for herself a fugly penguin and i won a purple dionsaur? i think its a dinosaur or leopard. anyway it wasnt important cos ive won!! hahaha.

shuhui.shiqin.amabel.audris

we went to eat around 7plus and went home together. reached home around 10.30pm. shagged to the max. died on my bed before my hair is dried. shall post up more group pics soon!

friday
woke up at 6am for jogging and soccer in school! and yeayeayea, i scored another goal! it was a real beautiful one, cant believe it. i am really the next beckham in making man. hahaha even better news, AMABEL scored as well!! hehe and i assisted her ;) ;) ;) happy happy soccer. after that we stayed in school till 5.30pm and went for the sports camp GL training! it was alright, did a couple of group bonding activities.

dunno why, just wasn't really feeling high and motivated. could be cos i was having a sore throat. perhaps HPT had treated me too well that it seemed the best in my eyes which is why i am never willing to give other activites which are sorta similar to what we do in HPT a second chance. only at HPT can I really feel self-motivated. i think maybe i really failed as a HPT member even after 3-going-on-4 years in HPT. this shouldn't be the way. why can i feel motivated only at HPT events? i need to give others and myself the second chance. nevermind, there's still next tuesday (the next sports camp GL training) to prove myself! life's full of hopes and changes aint it? ;)

anywayyyy shiqin, belle, huijun and I went for prata feast. again. at the place near school!! it was freaking fun, filling and tiring. reached home at 11plus and slept before 1am!

saturday
so here i am, slacking in front of the computer. taking a well-deserved break today. hahaha.
yeayeayea! going out with my bunch of idiots tomorrow!!! finally another burden day! looking forward to all the fun, laughters and joys tml =))))

BURDEN is and always will be LOVE.

2006-11-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

yay yesterday was OCOM (oral communication) presentation! i think i did quite well!! (: and also within time limit. everything went well except for my heels which hurt like hell.
LOL 20% down! here are the pictures!

my class TB26! (:

felicia and me!! (=

dris, shu, chloe

that's all for now.
yay tml going escape with the girls! can't wait~ its been a long time since ive been to escape!
:DDD

2006-11-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

until you came along.
just when i allow myself to fall in love with you
its a small matter (i guess) but,
have i walked into your heart?

perhaps from the start, it wasn't what i thought it was.

2006-11-10T23:29:00.001+08:00

schoolwork sucks to the core. assignments and projects are piling up, i can hardly breathe. but on a brighter note, school seems to be more interesting and im looking alittle more forward to it everyday. finally feel like i actually have a social life in school. so that's not too bad huh? time indeed made things alot better (=

and yay! i scored 2 goals today! and sathish treating belle and I to sakae sushi next week after soccer! i can't wait!!!!!!!!! im indeed the next david beckham in the making HAHAHA ;)
caught step up after school today. ain't that bad, but i still prefer take the lead la =P

ITS THE WEEKENDS!! (:

ain't gonna let this defeat me. need to recharge myself during this weekend..

2006-11-07T23:45:00.001+08:00

my poor fatty bestie is down with chicken pox! HAHAHA chicken pox at this age!!! she's gonna be outta action for 2 weeks, will definitely miss you very much!! get well soon and remember, dont scratch ah! otherwise become even more chou =p

2006-11-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

3 bitter~~sweet~~ years.
3 years ago, on this very day - there's only you.
all the waiting had broken my heart.
keeping the shattered pieces, till they join together again without cracks.

there are six billion people on this planet
and you'd think in all this time i'd find some more
i've looked in both the city and the country
but you're the only one that my heart's beating for

time's up, its time to let go...

2006-10-30T20:54:00.001+08:00

just when i needed you, you ain't there for me..
i ain't you one&only anymore.

2006-10-30T20:01:00.001+08:00

always remember who you really are inside.
the world will definitely change you, but only to be a better person. i want the old him back.
always remember the principles that you go by, never ever betray them :)

i just realized how much i love the people around me ((((:
im still all about you.

2006-10-27T21:24:00.000+08:00

Just friends?
What was so "just" about it?

What could be more exciting and intimate than being with someone who knew what you were thinking almost before you thought of it, who caught your jokes and tossed them back in an instant, who knew all your likes and dislikes, who saw into the dark corners of your heart and liked you anyway?

i'm saving this seat for you.

2006-10-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

decision made; welcome to the real world-shuhui (:

2006-10-22T01:29:00.000+08:00

always when it hurts, i know i still have YOU, someone who appreciates me (:

2006-10-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

my these few days were like WOAHHHHH! had all the fun with different people =)

18OCT - WEDNESDAY
went to sentosa with eugene, stephanie and maggie! stephanie is eugene's long distance cousin and maggie is her maid ;) they came to singapore for a holiday so the both of us brought them around sentosa~ we took cable car into sentosa, went up the carlsberg sky tower, played the skyride and lung ride(sth like go kart), went up the merlion, dive into the underwaterworld! and lastly we went to watch the musical fountain! the lung ride was like supppper fun la-a must try! underwaterworld was kinda disappointed, i remember i kept wanting to go ever since sec3 or 4? it was super boring inside and the fishes and creatures like lost their charisma like that :|

eugene, shuhui, stephanie and maggie! inside the merlion =)

shueug at the merlion's mouth!

after which we had a BIG feast at harbourfront hawker centre!
we ordered:
- black carrot cake,
- char kway teow,
- hokkien mee,
- fried oyster,
- roti john,
- indian rojak,
- and dumplings soup!
was really damn fullllllll after the food but yes, it was super delicious!!

i was glad stephanie and maggie had enjoyed the day with us at sentosa. i'm sure they did enjoy the food too! so, eugene did not make the wrong choice to bring me along man =) but still have to thank him because all in all, we had fun together! so after that we send them back to their hotel, eugene sent me home and it was home sweet home for us! happy ending at the end of the day even though the day didn't started out right =DDD
yeah i went overseas with eugene! =)))

19OCT - THURSDAY
went for sakae buffet with the girls after lecture! oh man, i swear we almost tore down that sakae outlet - caused them to be bankrupt, go mad and have lesser plates to use! we ate, laughed, shouted, talked, played, ate again and had fun! can't imagine school without them (:

our table no. 24 aka er si. which means dying of hunger! its like so suitable to describe our feelings la~ some of us never eat since last night, some of us never had breakfast and lunch today and all of us made sure we shitted before we go for the buffet! wth, super ks singaporeans lah =) lol.

stupid belle. hahaha. starving for too long caused her to go bonkers.

50 plates and more!!!! told cha we made them bankrupt already =p

huifen, audris, shuhui, shiqin, belle, huijun (:

and we went home with a happy and full stomach :DDD

20OCT - FRIDAY
today was 1st day of sports and wellness (s/w) and cats! belle and i chose SOCCER for s/w! yeah looking forward to everyday friday 8-10am when we can go out to the field and kick some balls!! after that went for cats, basically my tutor is one horny guy. 1st lesson only and he's already so high and horny. i can't imagine the rest of the semester with him. but though, he made us laugh laugh and laugh ;)

after school hang out at the bus stop with belle, saw many people and chatted with them! hang around till around 1plus 2 and we left the school.

so i caught death note with my fatty&sucker =) not a bad movie i should say, it was a looooong movie. and it has no proper ending!! *eLLe* lol nevermind, we shall go watch death note 2 when it comes out! walked many rounds around the pasar malam, hang around and went home~

so that's pretty much what you guys had been missing out on me these few days. i had fun, did you too? (: enjoy the weekends~

2006-10-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

what a great day! :DDDDDDD

met JEANNIE after school today and i think we talked till our mouths ache and throats sore!!
both of us had absolutely no mood to shop so we were like just walking around suntec and marina square for dunno how many rounds. had fish and co, the sharkie freeze is like damn big lah. i drank until i wanna puke and wanting to go toilet. HAHA. den we talked there until i can't control our bladder anymore lol.

after that went to new york new york! i think the interior and seats are like damn nice la! and the fried mars bars are definitely nicer than those at far east -opps- and we talked there again...

hahaha head home after that! it was really nice hanging out today! so proud of your promos results, best improved student huh =) dont slack too much ok even though i know you could do it la, smart ass. (can u share yr nice friend with me? i will share mine too. hahahahaha) so, let's have more outtings like this yeah?

2006-10-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

1st of school today, isn't that bad cos it started at 2pm!
haha had fun catching up with shiqin they all =)))
so much that we wasn't even listening to our lecturer!
microecons looks scary and tough though..

dates with JEANNIE, JERINE and HSINGYEE coming soon! =DDD

gonna miss out on alot.

2006-10-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

i just killed 9 trees.

2006-10-12T03:08:00.001+08:00

everybody just seems to have that somebody in their lives.
that somebody need not be his/her better half, it could be a cherished friend or your sis/bro. that somebody whom u will think about day and night.
that somebody whom you care about.
that somebody whom you will sms the whole day.
that somebody whom u talk to 24/7 whenever you've got the chance.
that somebody whom you'll never neglect no matter how busy you are.
that somebody whom can make you laugh no matter how down you are.
that somebody whom you share a very unique&special bond with. where's my that somebody?
ok, this is slowly making no sense...

im losing my aim. letting my heart getting control over my head. why do i live for others?
talked to a friend, what he says make total sense. u can't simply decide to stop befriending a friend no matter how sucky his/her character is or no matter how irriated you feel about him/her. we can't choose our friends just like this. they are FRIENDS not subjects/items/things around you. no matter how much he/she might be hurting you, neglecting you, you can't choose to forget about this friend or even break ties with him/her -- because, it's the BOND that should be holding 2 parties together. that bond that 2 parties share fondly. no matter how heartbroken you feel by his/her gesture, no matter how often 2 friends get to hang out, no matter how pissed you are with him/her. always remember, the BOND =)

saw this from a blog, it really impacted me and got me thinking. am i not doing enough?
WORD OF THE DAY!
"LOVE NEVER SAYS NO"

people out there! remember these...whenever u feel least like doing sth for a person..that can determine how much u love a person! how far apart are u from a person is determined by 2 keys!
1) The number of times you said "no" or in some way reject a person etc etc.
2) The number of times you said "sorry" when tings went wrong.
if u truly want to make the world a better place.. start by loving ppl! (can i?)

5 LOVE LANGUAGES

1) Words of Affirmation -
giving not just praise, not just LIMITED praises, words of affirmation means EXTRAVAGANT praise. eg: WOAH! i've nv seen u so pretty before! your make up reali go nice with your dressing! i love that dress! simply...GORGEROUS! BUT! rmb.. extravangant praise is NOT exaggerated praise. don't bring it too far ppl. dont be hypocrites!

2) Acts of Service -
simply means esteeming that person above yourself.. putting others above yourself.. remember? LOVE NEVER SAYS NO.. so if ur fren ask for help.. SAY YES. of cos it must be a reasonable act of service and not "eh...psst..can let mi copy ur answer not? teacher never see la" or unreasonable stuffs your mind can think of. rmb e key is.. esteeming that person ABOVE yourself!

3) Quality Time -
here's tricky.. quality is NOT quantity. its works both ways. well realise this, we manage our time according to PRIORITY. am i rite to say that? bgr more time, frens can lesser, family. aiya everyNIGHT see..! i guess the best quality time is sitting down together to talk n share, not just jokes n stuff but talk heart to heart =]

4) Receiving Gifts -
alrights who DONT like receiving gifts? if anyone of u dun like to receive gifts..its alrite..u can give it to mi the next time -grins- take for example there's thiis diamond ring which cost 1million buck, big n nice.. frm lee hwa. next..another ring, not of the best but u went to some funny mountain n mined it yourself. got it carved n encased onto a ring, may only cost 900k. NOW look n see..which would be more valuable? the one u went to a shop for or the one u mined yourself? its OBVIOUS! and rmb.NEVER give ppl gifts which you tink they will like (or worst still..what u like) in fact, go ALL OUT n find out from his/her friends, relatives blah.. wad he/she really likes/needs. thats called going the extra mile :) but of cos..u can go more than AN extra mile.

5) Physical Touch -
eg: when ur friend's relative pass away..do u give him/her a gift? OF COS NOT! KEY: love languages can change with situation and time!!! at that point in time..what ur friend need is a loving hug or someone to hold his/hands to pull it through.. someone there for him/her, its as simple as that. physical touch =)

99th post, why did it have to be in this way?

2006-10-11T11:16:00.000+08:00

today is wednesday.
school's reopening in less than a week's time. arggg, dont exactly look forward to it but neither am i dreading school.
things ain't better seeing my stupid timetable. the thought of having to spend much more time in school just piss me off. argh, freak np.
ohwell, these 2 months had indeed flew pass in the blink of an eye. accomplish nothing much. well, maybe alot more fats.

chiong so much ou xiang ju these holidays!
-zi jing zhi dian
-full house
-zhen ming tian nu
-ai qing mo fa shi
-er zhuo ju zi wen

so, should i go next thursday?

crap

2006-10-07T03:23:00.000+08:00

yay! went to work just now. it's a job recommended by yawen.. 6pm-9pm for 50bucks. its super easy money man. and all we had to do was to fill the cups with beer. super slack, i think we spent more time talking and eating rather than doing our job! but seriously, there isn't much to be done either. haha we finished at 9pm but drag until we only managed to leave the base at 10pm. however, we got our pay immediately, 50 bucks cold hard cash! hahaha. went over to cherlyn's place for bbq-without-food since the base is so near to her place. hahaha stayed there for awhile and came back home! now chionging er zhuo ju zi wen =)

basically i am really bored.

NEW SKIN!

2006-10-05T03:38:00.000+08:00

YEAH! finally a new skin; it's time for a change! LOL. this skin shows my love for drumming, although i can't play well.. but well, i will practice hard! yeah. give some comments yeah? =)

2006-09-30T13:36:00.000+08:00

i wanna watch John Tucker Must Die!
i wanna watch tick, tick... boom!
i wanna go for lee hom's concert!

2006-09-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

wrong pair of wings.

so it was decided that Hady is the Singapore Idol. Darn wasted, cos i was actually rooting for Jonathan to win! ahhh.. nevermind, at least i had lots of fun at the indoor stadium for both nights! i had really damn good seats and did anybody caught me on tv - my 60s of fame leh! hahaha the atmosphere was WOAH, everybody was cheering and cheering and cheering. we had fun screaming our lungs out and we made friends too. belle was there with her family and i was glad cos i can see them really having fun too!

actually had 2 tickets for the mosh pit (that area around the stage), gave it away before the show and got ourselves seats behind belle & her family. not too bad, just that i was supposed to be there when the stars shook hands with the people at the mosh pit! I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THERE!! ahhhh, nevermind though. at least i had seats huh. anyway the results show was really GREAT! the 1st hour was actually like a rock concert!!! i enjoyed the top10 medley performance da best!! not forgetting Electrico with Hady&Jon and TanyaChua with Hady&Jon! (=

Singapore Idol.

Live from Singapore Indoor Stadium!

zhenhui&me at the performance show!

me&belle!

me, jonas&zhenhui!

ahhh, still have 2 1/2 more weeks of holidays left. to those in sp and rp, have fun at school! study hard peeps (=

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

M-day

2006-09-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

today i work at Marella..
had Mee goreng for lunch..
drank some Mango tea..
and i saw Mokchinhao!

haha that's my M-day today! (=

2006-09-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

my next sem's timetable is out already! one word to describe it : STUPID!
i really hate it man! last sem's timetable was so goodyyyyyy. and this sem they gotta give me shit? arghhh.

monday 11am-4pm
tuesday 9am-5pm
wednesday 9am-3pm
thursday 9am-3pm
friday 8am-12pm

no more self-declared holiday on tuesday anymore. friday is the shortest day. but its IS day so its not counted!! argh. i seriously don't see good in this sem..
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going!
i will SURVIVE!!! (:

2006-09-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

Backstreet Boys - Time

I know that I, I can't believe
Just what the past has brought me
To the ~~man~~ woman I wanna be
I know that we have had some times
That we can't forget the struggle
Cause we have so far to go

I know we've changed but
Change can be so good
So let's not forget why
It's understood that

[chorus:]
Time, look where we are and what we've been through
Time, sharing our dreams
Time, goes on and on everyday, baby
Time is what it is
Come what may (come what may)

I remember when, mom used to say
That things are getting better
And you'll soon be on your way
Remember those days
When we would sing at the drop of a dime (Oooh)
Way back when nothing mattered (Mmm, mm, mm)

I know we've changed, but
Change can be so good
Oh so let's not forget why it's understood that

[chorus:]
Time, look where we are and what we've been through(look where we are)
Time, sharing our dreams (dreams, dreams, dreams, oh yeah)
Time, (goes on and on) goes on and on everyday (everyday)
Time is what it is (Oh)
Come what may (come what may)

[bridge:]
So here we are (here we are)
And we'll always stay together
And through it all you know we owe it all to you, you, you , you
Time goes on and on

[chorus:]
Time (Time), look where we are and what we've been through
Time, sharing our dreams
Time, (goes on and on) goes on and on everyday (everyday)
Time is what it is (Time is what is it)

Time (Time), look where we are and what we've been through
Time (Time), sharing our dreams (sharing our dreams)
Time, (goes on and on) goes on and on everyday
Time is what it is, Come what may
Time, goes on and on everyday, Time is what it is
Come what may
Come what may

i miss wearing the white and blue uniform for 5 times a week.
i miss waking up in hope of catching a glimpse of you* when i'm on the bus.
i miss meeting at that cabin with the woodlandsadmiralty & yishun gang.
i miss rushing into class BEFORE mokhsingyee locks it up.
i miss seeing mokhsingyee come into class without socks & non-stop complains about no time to wear socks/the stupid bus/last night's quarrel with her parents/or whatever that pissed her off.
i miss all those reading periods when we will hide behind our books/newspaper and gossip non-stop.
i miss morning prayers.
i miss the walk back to the class with 4HUMILITY! =))
i miss whole class suddenly fall to silence because we see Ms Tang walking out from the staff room.
i miss struggling to keep myself awake during lessons.
i miss pe, which actually exercises our mouths more than our bodies.
i miss running/strolling/brisk-walking few rounds around the school field before Mr Ramesh allowed us to play.
i miss versus-ing 4F for games of netball. and of course winning them all the times (YEH) !!
i miss working on my fnn coursework. (THIS I REALLY HATE TO ADMIT. HOWEVER, IF THERE WAS A SECOND CHANCE FOR ME TO TAKE FNN, I WILL DEFINITELY DROP IT 1ST!!!! hahaha.)
i miss recess after pe; chiong-ing to the laska stall 5 minutes (ok la, 10) before the bell rings.
i miss stall 1's longan drink; stall 2's mee soto; stall 3's chicken rice; stall 4's chicken chop; stall 5's mixed vegetables rice; stall 6's yong tau foo; stall 7's laska! and stall 8's toast! (hope i remember 'em all correctly! ;))
i miss eating with kongjenghuey, cherlynpang, lilianxin, leongmeihui and cailinchoy at THAT table.
i miss hearing mokhsingyee's THUNDEROUS sneezing in class.
i miss mokhsingyee asking me and kongjenghuey to shut up when both she and lydd chow are talking even louder than us =.=
i miss fighting for space with kongjenghuey when doing work in class.
i miss seeing kongjenghuey's face the moment i turn my head to the right.
i miss getting all failed results back for the class tests.
i miss comparing with the class to see who failed worse and even rejoice if i was the worst!
i miss Ms Cynthia Yeo telling us what she had heard from the radio every morning.
i miss Ms Wendy Tang rejecting all our graphs saying that they are too ugly and un-neat!
i miss Mr Tan Bak Seng's alwite~
i miss Mr Thomas' keeping most of us out of class because we always come back too late for his lessons!
i miss Ms Yvonne Seh's geog lessons!
i miss zhun bei-ing for Mrs Leaw's chinese lessons!
i miss AK getting mad at the whole class 'cause we keep suan-ing her non-stop!
i miss listening to Miss Kathy Ang go on and on and on about vitamin A-Z!
i miss Ms Chiong's encouragements for 1/2 of the class! if it wasn't for her, we wouldn't had done well for our POA!
i miss seeing all of them get so angry and mad at our class!
i miss end of day's announcements & prayers.
i miss waiting with anticipation for them to end 'cause its an indication of the end of school!
i miss watching 10 brothers doing lame things in class.
i miss calling pipi pipi.
i miss diao-ing eugeneoh in class.
i miss scaring jerinelee outta her dreamland in class.
i miss bullying jerinelee and scolding her fucker.
i miss eating kfc OR pizza hut after school!
i miss mugging for Os at admiralty mac with kongjenghuey, jerinelee and sometimes esthermok!
i miss 2D.
i miss 4H.
i miss being a student HPT.
i miss PHS.
i simply miss everything of PHS. would love to live these beautiful moments again =DDD

ahhh.. YOU, yes YOU!
i know YOU miss all of these things too right?
TAG TO LET ME KNOW!

time is what it is...
come what may (=

2006-09-13T02:04:00.000+08:00

me & hsingyee@krunk-1sept2006

some pictures i took at the esplanade.

a poster. *spreading the energy of dance*

at night.

the prawn that pinwen caught!

on the way to 4H bbq!

jeng & me!

me & brenda!

HPT handover'06!

-SHU (:

2006-09-13T00:36:00.000+08:00

4H soccer team!

messy hair-stranded on an island!

anyway met up with 4h peeps last friday for a small gathering! it was fun even though it rained thrice when we were bbq-ing halfway. we were like chiong-ing and trying to bbq-ing as much food as we can before it rains again. jiawei and I kept chiog-ing for all the stingrays, fun right chu lian! we left around 10plus and i swear we almost drove mokhsingyee crazy when we told her that johnny loves her but not us!! hahaha.

2006-09-04T03:40:00.000+08:00

lkjf;aopdksa;dnl'sadjasldj

stop pretending that you know me for well. stop expecting so much from me or us. i hate it when people around me starts acting like they know me inside well, that they're my greatest friends and i simply can't live without them. whatever. if you think you know me well, think again. do i need to show it to you again that you don't and is really far from it?? I HATE IT!!

this is just a random post. chill people! =)

2006-09-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

KRUNK!
night shopping. cheap but good stuffs. checking out of HUNKS. music. dance. drink.

which girl wouldn't love it? =)
im lovin' it.

2006-08-31T23:57:00.000+08:00

yea, today is a GREAT day!! saw like so many ex students of phs, its just so heartwarming to see us going back to phs to ying shui shi yuan even after we grad. especially 4H'05! (YEAHMAN!) almost all 38 of us came back yeah, its goodygoodgood! everybody looked so different, golden hairs and everything. but i reckon we all look better/slimmer/more pleasant-looking than how we used to look like when we were still in school!

haha saw so many teachers, Mrs Carolin Tan!, Ms Tang!, Ms Seh!, Mr Lau! Ms A.K, Mr Sim (both-shenshen&shenlaoshi)!, Ms Helen Lee(tan??), Ms Chionh, Mr Tan B.S, Mrs Soh, Mrs Susan Tan and more. the only teacher that i never see but wish to see badly is MRS LEAW TK!! she's on MC! oman, wad a bad timing. really miss her so much, but i know we will definitely have the chance to see each other one day! ;) and yes, Ms Kathy Ang too! she's away studying that's why no longer in PHS already. oman, as much as i dislike fnn, i still miss Ms Ang lots! and that mokhsingyee didn't even have the slightest idea that Ms Ang's not in PHS alrdy. what a sista. hahaha.

and we all think that Ms Tang is like damn touched to see almost 85% of 4H came back to see her man! normal school days also dont have such good attendance man. hahaha, i keep catching her red-handed um-chio-ing sia LOL. so here are some pics i took today! not many, but enough to keep the warmth in the heart <3

the guys at the "new" staircase. DAMN FREAKING NICE LA. hahaha.

cherlyn. MISS SEH-ED. me. zhenhui.

MR SIM SEONG MENG. zhenhui.

MISS CHIONH. cherlyn.

MISS TANG. zhenhui.

me. MISS TANG.

SHUHUI. MISS TANG. ZHENHUI.

MISSTANG-
though we often laugh about you behind your back/in front of you, no doubt ure one of the few teachers who had made an impact on me during the 4 years i've spent in PHS. yr patience and unique way of handling the class has proven to be effective when we see almost 85% of 4HUMILITY coming back today to see ya. and though, you're not the hottest teacher on stomp and as much as we hate to admit it out, we still love ya :DDDDD yeah.

after the celebration at PHS, BURDEN went to kbox! though it was just a normal day out, the quality time we spent is morethananythingelseintheworld ! yeahyeah burden rocks!

BURDEN<3
till then =)

why dont you give us a little more patience?

2006-08-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

yipeee!! tml going back phs! WOOHOOOOO!! can't wait to see everybody especially MISS TANG!! hahaha :D

run away with my heart, run away with my hope, run away with my love.

2006-08-30T00:11:00.000+08:00

i thought it was a good job. good pay. good collegues. good environment. and now they dont need me to work on weekdays?? im only left with the weekends to work there. its like fridays saturdays and sundays only. 3 days, which im not sure whether will i even get the chance to work or not. what am i gonna do for the another 4 days of the week eh? i don't wanna slack my holidays away. wth. i was wrong.. let's hope that they will bring me good news soon.

on the other hand, im just getting into the holiday mood! everyday waking up at 2pm, watch some vcds, go out catch up with peeps, then come back home at 12mn and stay up late until 3am. and the cycle goes back again. HAHAHA

lets just let will decide for me man. i definitely feel more like having a job, at least i wouldn't continue being broke (:

the past's like a shadow, will it follow us around?

2006-08-26T00:59:00.000+08:00

TIES, CUFFLINKS, TIE CLIPS - anyone?

look for me at cktangs, 3rd level (:

2006-08-25T02:26:00.000+08:00

yeah i finally got the pics from my classmates already! so yesterday after POA paper, 11 of us took bus together all the way from the west to the east! we reached there around 1plus, had lunch while waiting for meiyi & lizhen to come. meiqi is the most legal age person amongst us so she helped us buy volka and check in!

meiyi, jinpei, me and felicia while waiting for the bus!

lizhen & audris!

meiyi (our da jie) & kaishin! (:

felicia & me!!

our chalet was at block K, unit no. 2006. we seem to have affinity with no.26. and forget to say, my class is TB26! anyway after that, audris and I went roller blading whereas the rest of them went cycling and played the playground. finally after such a long time, i roller-bladed!! IM SO HAPPY LA! got back my touch already ;)

me when wearing the blades. skated for 2+hrs and my feets sore like hell la! but it was fun-i think i shedded like 5kg after blading? HAHA. however, after that i ate alot during the bbq..hahaha.

audris posing for the camera!

lizhen with her stupid face! hahaha (:

kaishin, lizhen and jinpei - all smiles for the cam!! =D

after 2 hours, we went back to the chalet and rest abit. around 5+pm, kaishin and a few girls went to collect food from the bbqwholesale people. the rest of us took some photos while waiting for them to come back.

meiyi & lynn!

the lazybums who didn't wanna go collect the food! (from left: audris, lizhen, weiqi, raymond, yaozhong, jinpei, chiowwoon and me!)

the 3 ah bengs! raymond, yaozhong & chiowwoon.

the 3 pretty girls! me, audris and jinpei!

the 3 gays doing their thing! pose 1 to 9!

and altogether.... 10!

super gay right! but damn hilarious la.. made us laughed like duno what shit!! hahaha.
soon after, the girls came back with the food! audris and felicia started setting up the fire.. hongyi, chaichen, zuoshen and eileen finally came too!

felicia, jinpei, audris and kaishin!!

our pit no.!

ain't these good-looking food too good to be missed? haha, the food was really great especially the sambal stingrays!!! =)

the guys getting ready the drinks.

the girls doing their shift by bbq-ing food for us!

ahhhh.. DELICIOUS FOOD!

then it was the guys' turns for some contributions!

the girls having some fun peng-ing da food!

the guys having mens' talk over food!

here are some candid shots of us!

justina, meddling with the satays!

yaozhong with his chicken wing!

felicia - the part time satay aunty!

kaishin, enjoying her otah!

raymond complaining about his chaota chickenwing!

jinpei with the chicken wing stuck in her mouth!

dj weiqi in da house!

gao de~

lizhen - zuai pi la!

audris- what the hell is she doing man?!?!?!?!?!

that's me! i am contributing okay! LOL

GIRLS of TB26! (:

da DUDES of TB26! :D

around 8+pm, lynn, justina, hongyi and felica left for home. after bbq-ing, each of us took turns to bathe and we watched some tv together. they kept saying 4H's class tee is very the nice!! I AGREE TOO!!!!! :DDDDD hahaha and at around 1+am, we gathered in a circle to say ghost stories. yaozhong they all were like scaring the wits outta us la! eileen and I were like super scared -duno why also- somemore, all together there were 13 of us in the room! super zun lah. we stopped after awhile and the guys went to played some cards. the girls went bitching until 5am then finally we're tired! i was the 1st to knock out man, guess it was because of the vodka -.-"

we woke up at 9+am, checked out and had breakfast together before heading home! the chalet was way funner than i've expected man. i was glad i didn't miss out the fun, it was great bonding as a class. i am really touched that 17 outta 18 of us turn up! too bad sheryl can't be with us, but it's okay because we had planned to have a chalet/bbq/small gathering at the end of every semester! nevermind if she had missed out the fun this time round, because we still have 3 more chances to go.. =)

ahhh, exams are officially over and the holidays are here! duno why, im not feeling as happy as i should be because afterall i have 2 months to slack. so, what's wrong with me??
hmmm. anyway, here's a last pic to end off this super looong post!

TB26!!! =)

we talk, but it feels so different now..

2006-08-24T13:41:00.000+08:00

just came back from class chalet, having a terrible headache and sorethroat. it must be caused by the 2 shots i had last night. just 2 but its already killing me -.-
shall blog later and hopefully with all the pictures =)

no matter how hard i cry.

2006-08-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

4 HUMILITY 2005!

hmmm, just finish watching the graduation cd.. wah i think i've shed all the tears that i've been holding back for the past few months huh? haha, the presentation really brought back alot of memories, there were good ones, bad ones, tough ones, happy ones, sad ones and many other more. we had really been through alot together and we had grew attached to each other. so many events our class had went through together! the sec3 adventure camp, dodgeball times, sentosa trips, dining etiquette, chalets, times when we were being punished, quarrelling, bullying jerine (HAHA), just the times we spent together slacking in class, screaming at the top of our voices across the class, being the extremely notorious class of 2005 - all this small little pieces formed the most important and eventful 2 years of my life. I WANT THEM BACK! but can i?
the wonderful friendship that we all shared can neverever be replaced. i liked especially the part where everyone of us wrote a msg for the class. it really touched my heart and i will definitely not grow bored or tired even after reading them for 100 or even 10000 more times! all the photos inside warmed my heart, all the faces of 4H, from 10 bros, to the sistas and of course to all the teachers who had made such an impact on our lives (Ms Tang, Ms Chee, Ms Seh, AK and more!), i really miss every single part of 4H dearly! how i wished for just another moment back.. it is impossible, time waits for no man. we need to move on to another phrase of our lives. i hope the hearts of everybody in 4H'05 will stay as one even though we are all dispersed around Singapore. i am really VERY proud to be part of 4H and the past 2 years had really been a rollercoaster ride for me!!

graduation is tough. going separate ways, no longer staying as a class is painful. let's hold on to this wonderful bond forever, 4H! In my memory, you shall never be erased~

to all 4H peeps reading my blog, we REALLY need to have a gathering soon! and quickly go get your graduation cd from Ms Tang! HAHA study hard everybody! (((((:

anyway i am 2/3 done with my final term examinations, 1 more paper left tomorrow! i had given in my best shot, and i will definitely give 101% of myself for the last paper tomorrow! to those still having their exams, work hard and let's all be able to enjoy the sweet fruits of our labour when we get our results back!

till then... =)

2006-08-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

where i belong, where i found myself back :DDD

2006-08-15T19:27:00.000+08:00

countdown 2 more days to MACROECONOMICS final term paper!! i heard it's 50%, WTH! super nervous and anxious about it.. hope i don't screw it up otherwise all my hard work for the past semester will then go down the drain!! at least there's the weekend that i can look forward to, even though i have to spend it studying.. arghhh.

anyway, that sell clothes job never call me back leh!!! sian, think she don't wanna hire me liao la hahaha =(
haha to all peeps having their final term exams, GOODEST LUCK!! work hard and score all ADssss okay! (((:

2006-08-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

i did a personality test at http://www.handwritingwizard.com/ .
it's one of the most true ones that i've ever done. so you people might wanna try it out there too? =)

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct shu has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. shu fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then shu has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and shu seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. shu seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.

Something is incomplete in shu's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to shu's sexual needs. (HAHA)

shu is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

shu's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told shu that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. shu also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. shu is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. shu's self-concept is artificially low. shu will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for shu to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. shu is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

In reference to shu's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When shu slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. shu can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

shu will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

shu will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. shu believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

shu uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when shu does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. shu will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. shu is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

shu tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if shu writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. shu will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says she didn't hear you... really, she didn't hear you.

2006-08-12T13:37:00.000+08:00

on thursday, i 一起 went out with cherlyn, zhenhui and watson! we 一起 kbox until 3plus and after that we went to sakae sushi to 一起 eat. at there, we 一起 talk about alot of things. and i mean real ALOT. we 一起 talk about our dreams, 一起 talk about our future, 一起 talk about our life and simply everything! i think next time we will 一起 get married, 一起 have babies, 一起 walk our dreams and maybe eventually 一起 die.
it could happen, consider the fact that we had 一起 been through so much together. days when we 一起 cry, 一起 laugh, 一起 happy, 一起 sad and 一起 quarrel .. HAHA.

P.S. this post is me and cherlyn 一起 dedicate to zhenhui de!! (((:

P.S.S. if you can't view the very important chinese words, go to view -> encoding -> more -> Unicode (UTF-8). let's 一起 do it man!

2006-08-08T18:43:00.000+08:00

its more than sadness; its disappointment. thought that we are different, stronger than others. its showing.. we are slowly showing our flaws, we are slowly showing how the new world is tearing us apart, we are allowing fatigue to feed on us.
let's start to let go a little and be strong ~~with us around~~ on our own...

Maybe you're right
We've had a good time
I'll sit around you get yourself a new life
Go get your spot, go find your smile
And just let it shine tonight wherever you are
I hope there's a spot (hope there's a spot)
Save me a smile
And get happy, yeah
Happy, yeah
Happy, yeah

2006-08-08T12:13:00.000+08:00

woohoo i found a job already! think its selling mens' clothes at ck tang. not bad ah, adecco's super efficient =) heard the pay is $6.50 per hour, which shocked me a lil haha ;) will be going for the interview on this coming thursday. hopefully i can get this job =DDD

2006-07-30T17:51:00.000+08:00

just received news that a friend's grandma just passed away. hope the family is dealing well with this news. it got me thinking back to last year's O levels' prelim period; i lost my dearest materal grandma to lung failure. it wasn't easy dealing with the sudden death of a loved one. she was the one who brought me up. when my parents were busy working, my grandma would always make sure that i am well taken care of. afterall, she was the 1/3 biggest part of my childhood memories (the other 2/3 are of my parents of cos!), so when she passed away, it seemed as thought i've lost a part of me. a part of me which i will always hold fondly to. early this morning, the whole family went over to pay our respect to our late mom/grandma. i hope she rest in peace in heaven. even though she is not with us anymore, she will always be dearly missed by us.

after she passed away, our family became more close-knitted. just today, we went to have dim sum lunch together after paying respect to her! i'm really touched by this scene cos it's the 1st ever time (as far as i can remember) that we went out as a family to have a meal together! if only my grandma is with us, if only. but i am sure she will be very happy and touched if she had seen this scene. i guess it's only after my grandma left, our family started to cherish each other more.

life's really unpredictable. why do we only know how to love when we lost a dear one? people will only regret that they never love enough when they lost a loved one. why do we have to deal with all the pain? why can't we give our greatest love to the people around us before we regret only when we've lost them and no any amount of love can ever bring them back? so i urge you people out there: don't live to regret only when people of great importance to you leave you. if you love them, show it or tell it to them. do not be afraid to do so because you might lose the chance the very next day.

caught yu le bai fen bai the other day. S.H.E were the guest for the show. they were talking about a time when hebe cried on the thought that selina and ella will die before she does. at that time, selina and ella asked her how she will feel when she watch the mtvs of all their songs after both of them passed away. it really made me think of the people around me. what will happen when they leave me 1 day? i really can't imagine how hard i will cry, how heartbroken i will feel on that very day. of course, i wish that such day will never come. but death is part and parcel of life, it is something that we have to face it one day. i really do not want to live in regrets. i want to let the people around me know that i love them very much. i wish to spend all the time i have with all of them!

my family, BURDEN, friends and teachers from KCPPS/ADP/PHS/NP, those people whom had crossed my path somehow, people who had made impact on my life and of course my special him, i really do love all of you very much! fate had indeed bought all of us to me, it had to mean something. even though i may not express myself often, deep down inside my heart, you people are little pieces of jigsaw that made up the whole shuhui! so people, let's not regret anything man! live each day to the fullest and show your greatest love to people who mattered to you! we shall live our life with no regrets! =D

alright, enough of emo stuffs. haha now to talk about happier stuffs! i went to the ndp preview yesterday with zhenhui and eugene! even though i had to bang seh my BURDEN, i am so sorry for that, hope you girls can understand! it was superb man! the energy level, the atmosphere, the parade, the performance and of course, the GOODIE BAG!! haha. we really rise to the occasion man, me and zhenhui wore red and eugene wore white! we even put on the tattoo, wore the cap and played with the bombom and touch light! we felt that we had travelled back to the time when we were only primary 5 when we went for the ndp preview! so fun lah! to be able to celebrate SINGAPORE's 41st birthday with so many people, it is indeed memorable! when it came to the national anthem and pledge, me and eugene were like super eager to sing and say it with pride la! it has been about 1/2 year since we last sang the national anthem and pledge, so we did do it with all the pride we had and with our heads up high! yeah, proud to be a Singaporean ma =)

here are some photos of last night, the rest aren't with me yet. i shall wait patiently for the all-rounder jeng to send me!

the backdrop! SUPERNICE la! heard its designed by students from tp and *ahem* innova. LOL.

zhenhui; mine; eugene's tattoos! we're made in singapore!!

the bigbigBIG balloons!

the fireworks and me!

more fireworks! ive always love fireworks. despite its short span life, it always manages to make impacts on people's life and brighten up our day/night when we see it!

the red and white balloons that were being released into the air after the fireworks!

the finale! all participants were back onto the big stage!

me with them! (:

shuhui eugene zhenhui! =DDD

huangPENG! ((: huangyong! :)

me & gene! :)

fatty & me! :)

peng* & me! :DDD

that's all for now! will post up the rest of the photos asap! enjoy the last 6+ hours of the weekend!! take care =)

2006-07-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

oh ya, forgot to say. i finally finish and handed in all my projects that are dued this sem!!!
WOOHOOOOOO!! DAMN HAPPY, IM HAPPIER THAN WORDS CAN SAYYYY!!!!! finally can concentrate on my final term papers already! hope i do not slack through my next 2 weeks of study weeks. oh motivation oh pls =)

2006-07-28T17:20:00.001+08:00

woohoo, today is the last day for my IS modules - LMS (life management skills) and IAC (individual and community)!! finally its all over. the whole day kick started with my IAC project's presentation! it was super nerve wreacking la, the whole group only get to see the video just 20mintues before lessons officially started! preparation was done shabbily, which explains just a lil cock up and nervousness during our presentation. however, im glad our hardwork finally paid off and hope we can get a good grade for it!

after IAC, we went for lunch together with jiaqing's group! it's sorta our last chance to have lunch together as 1/2 a class? oh ya, i saw caryn, lydia and kayjoo when i was having lunch!! HAHA, damn happy, we like gathering lidat =) anyway after lunch was last class for LMS! i will always miss every friday 1-3pm when i would relax myself and learn some life management skills in class! ms chua always made lessons more interesting and interactive. i will never forget the 14 weeks of fun, laughter and knowledge earned!

oh well, got back 1/2 of my LMS' grade today! got 3 As and 1 D+. sheesh..ugly D. but yeah,quite confirmed that i can pass this module! luckily no chance to retake this module, super paiseh if you tell ppl ure retaking IS module right. haha. i am crossing my fingers for IAC's results too, wish me luck man! =)

school's good so far. sem's coming to an end already thats why i only need to go to school 3 days for next week!! and i am having BCA hands on quiz on next thursday! it's 20% weightage for the whole module, so hope i wouldn't screw it up just like the previous quiz! meeting up with BURDEN tomorrow, so happy!
hahaha, have an enjoyable weekends people! smile always and dont forget to tag to let me know you're reading! (:

2006-07-20T15:59:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHH!!!!

haiz the world is just so unfair. just because you get a lil too good results and people label you a secret mugger/asshole. what the hell. you reap what you sow. its not like i pretend to be a slacker in front of everybody. i just want to do my best for everything i do, so of cos i will make it a point to study hard for all my tests. if you guys are green-eyed, that's your family's problem if you do not wish to put in the effort to study and yet whine about your poor results. so to those who mattered, get your ass back to your books, do your best and keep your mouth shut. fuck this world, got my mood spoilt for nothing.