just when i needed you, you ain't there for me..
i ain't you one&only anymore.

always remember who you really are inside.
the world will definitely change you, but only to be a better person. i want the old him back.
always remember the principles that you go by, never ever betray them :)



i just realized how much i love the people around me ((((:
im still all about you.

Just friends?
What was so "just" about it?

What could be more exciting and intimate than being with someone who knew what you were thinking almost before you thought of it, who caught your jokes and tossed them back in an instant, who knew all your likes and dislikes, who saw into the dark corners of your heart and liked you anyway?

i'm saving this seat for you.

decision made; welcome to the real world-shuhui (:

always when it hurts, i know i still have YOU, someone who appreciates me (:

my these few days were like WOAHHHHH! had all the fun with different people =)

18OCT - WEDNESDAY
went to sentosa with eugene, stephanie and maggie! stephanie is eugene's long distance cousin and maggie is her maid ;) they came to singapore for a holiday so the both of us brought them around sentosa~ we took cable car into sentosa, went up the carlsberg sky tower, played the skyride and lung ride(sth like go kart), went up the merlion, dive into the underwaterworld! and lastly we went to watch the musical fountain! the lung ride was like supppper fun la-a must try! underwaterworld was kinda disappointed, i remember i kept wanting to go ever since sec3 or 4? it was super boring inside and the fishes and creatures like lost their charisma like that :|





















eugene, shuhui, stephanie and maggie! inside the merlion =)




























shueug at the merlion's mouth!

after which we had a BIG feast at harbourfront hawker centre!
we ordered:
- black carrot cake,
- char kway teow,
- hokkien mee,
- fried oyster,
- roti john,
- indian rojak,
- and dumplings soup!
was really damn fullllllll after the food but yes, it was super delicious!!

i was glad stephanie and maggie had enjoyed the day with us at sentosa. i'm sure they did enjoy the food too! so, eugene did not make the wrong choice to bring me along man =) but still have to thank him because all in all, we had fun together! so after that we send them back to their hotel, eugene sent me home and it was home sweet home for us! happy ending at the end of the day even though the day didn't started out right =DDD
yeah i went overseas with eugene! =)))

19OCT - THURSDAY
went for sakae buffet with the girls after lecture! oh man, i swear we almost tore down that sakae outlet - caused them to be bankrupt, go mad and have lesser plates to use! we ate, laughed, shouted, talked, played, ate again and had fun! can't imagine school without them (:





















our table no. 24 aka er si. which means dying of hunger! its like so suitable to describe our feelings la~ some of us never eat since last night, some of us never had breakfast and lunch today and all of us made sure we shitted before we go for the buffet! wth, super ks singaporeans lah =) lol.






















stupid belle. hahaha. starving for too long caused her to go bonkers.






















50 plates and more!!!! told cha we made them bankrupt already =p






















huifen, audris, shuhui, shiqin, belle, huijun (:

and we went home with a happy and full stomach :DDD

20OCT - FRIDAY
today was 1st day of sports and wellness (s/w) and cats! belle and i chose SOCCER for s/w! yeah looking forward to everyday friday 8-10am when we can go out to the field and kick some balls!! after that went for cats, basically my tutor is one horny guy. 1st lesson only and he's already so high and horny. i can't imagine the rest of the semester with him. but though, he made us laugh laugh and laugh ;)

after school hang out at the bus stop with belle, saw many people and chatted with them! hang around till around 1plus 2 and we left the school.















so i caught death note with my fatty&sucker =) not a bad movie i should say, it was a looooong movie. and it has no proper ending!! *eLLe* lol nevermind, we shall go watch death note 2 when it comes out! walked many rounds around the pasar malam, hang around and went home~

so that's pretty much what you guys had been missing out on me these few days. i had fun, did you too? (: enjoy the weekends~

what a great day! :DDDDDDD

met JEANNIE after school today and i think we talked till our mouths ache and throats sore!!
both of us had absolutely no mood to shop so we were like just walking around suntec and marina square for dunno how many rounds. had fish and co, the sharkie freeze is like damn big lah. i drank until i wanna puke and wanting to go toilet. HAHA. den we talked there until i can't control our bladder anymore lol.

after that went to new york new york! i think the interior and seats are like damn nice la! and the fried mars bars are definitely nicer than those at far east -opps- and we talked there again...

hahaha head home after that! it was really nice hanging out today! so proud of your promos results, best improved student huh =) dont slack too much ok even though i know you could do it la, smart ass. (can u share yr nice friend with me? i will share mine too. hahahahaha) so, let's have more outtings like this yeah?

1st of school today, isn't that bad cos it started at 2pm!
haha had fun catching up with shiqin they all =)))
so much that we wasn't even listening to our lecturer!
microecons looks scary and tough though..

dates with JEANNIE, JERINE and HSINGYEE coming soon! =DDD

gonna miss out on alot.

i just killed 9 trees.

everybody just seems to have that somebody in their lives.
that somebody need not be his/her better half, it could be a cherished friend or your sis/bro. that somebody whom u will think about day and night.
that somebody whom you care about.
that somebody whom you will sms the whole day.
that somebody whom u talk to 24/7 whenever you've got the chance.
that somebody whom you'll never neglect no matter how busy you are.
that somebody whom can make you laugh no matter how down you are.
that somebody whom you share a very unique&special bond with. where's my that somebody?
ok, this is slowly making no sense...

im losing my aim. letting my heart getting control over my head. why do i live for others?
talked to a friend, what he says make total sense. u can't simply decide to stop befriending a friend no matter how sucky his/her character is or no matter how irriated you feel about him/her. we can't choose our friends just like this. they are FRIENDS not subjects/items/things around you. no matter how much he/she might be hurting you, neglecting you, you can't choose to forget about this friend or even break ties with him/her -- because, it's the BOND that should be holding 2 parties together. that bond that 2 parties share fondly. no matter how heartbroken you feel by his/her gesture, no matter how often 2 friends get to hang out, no matter how pissed you are with him/her. always remember, the BOND =)

saw this from a blog, it really impacted me and got me thinking. am i not doing enough?
WORD OF THE DAY!
"LOVE NEVER SAYS NO"

people out there! remember these...whenever u feel least like doing sth for a person..that can determine how much u love a person! how far apart are u from a person is determined by 2 keys!
1) The number of times you said "no" or in some way reject a person etc etc.
2) The number of times you said "sorry" when tings went wrong.
if u truly want to make the world a better place.. start by loving ppl! (can i?)

5 LOVE LANGUAGES

1) Words of Affirmation -
giving not just praise, not just LIMITED praises, words of affirmation means EXTRAVAGANT praise. eg: WOAH! i've nv seen u so pretty before! your make up reali go nice with your dressing! i love that dress! simply...GORGEROUS! BUT! rmb.. extravangant praise is NOT exaggerated praise. don't bring it too far ppl. dont be hypocrites!

2) Acts of Service -
simply means esteeming that person above yourself.. putting others above yourself.. remember? LOVE NEVER SAYS NO.. so if ur fren ask for help.. SAY YES. of cos it must be a reasonable act of service and not "eh...psst..can let mi copy ur answer not? teacher never see la" or unreasonable stuffs your mind can think of. rmb e key is.. esteeming that person ABOVE yourself!

3) Quality Time -
here's tricky.. quality is NOT quantity. its works both ways. well realise this, we manage our time according to PRIORITY. am i rite to say that? bgr more time, frens can lesser, family. aiya everyNIGHT see..! i guess the best quality time is sitting down together to talk n share, not just jokes n stuff but talk heart to heart =]

4) Receiving Gifts -
alrights who DONT like receiving gifts? if anyone of u dun like to receive gifts..its alrite..u can give it to mi the next time -grins- take for example there's thiis diamond ring which cost 1million buck, big n nice.. frm lee hwa. next..another ring, not of the best but u went to some funny mountain n mined it yourself. got it carved n encased onto a ring, may only cost 900k. NOW look n see..which would be more valuable? the one u went to a shop for or the one u mined yourself? its OBVIOUS! and rmb.NEVER give ppl gifts which you tink they will like (or worst still..what u like) in fact, go ALL OUT n find out from his/her friends, relatives blah.. wad he/she really likes/needs. thats called going the extra mile :) but of cos..u can go more than AN extra mile.

5) Physical Touch -
eg: when ur friend's relative pass away..do u give him/her a gift? OF COS NOT! KEY: love languages can change with situation and time!!! at that point in time..what ur friend need is a loving hug or someone to hold his/hands to pull it through.. someone there for him/her, its as simple as that. physical touch =)

99th post, why did it have to be in this way?

today is wednesday.
school's reopening in less than a week's time. arggg, dont exactly look forward to it but neither am i dreading school.
things ain't better seeing my stupid timetable. the thought of having to spend much more time in school just piss me off. argh, freak np.
ohwell, these 2 months had indeed flew pass in the blink of an eye. accomplish nothing much. well, maybe alot more fats.

chiong so much ou xiang ju these holidays!
-zi jing zhi dian
-full house
-zhen ming tian nu
-ai qing mo fa shi
-er zhuo ju zi wen

so, should i go next thursday?

crap

yay! went to work just now. it's a job recommended by yawen.. 6pm-9pm for 50bucks. its super easy money man. and all we had to do was to fill the cups with beer. super slack, i think we spent more time talking and eating rather than doing our job! but seriously, there isn't much to be done either. haha we finished at 9pm but drag until we only managed to leave the base at 10pm. however, we got our pay immediately, 50 bucks cold hard cash! hahaha. went over to cherlyn's place for bbq-without-food since the base is so near to her place. hahaha stayed there for awhile and came back home! now chionging er zhuo ju zi wen =)



basically i am really bored.

NEW SKIN!

YEAH! finally a new skin; it's time for a change! LOL. this skin shows my love for drumming, although i can't play well.. but well, i will practice hard! yeah. give some comments yeah? =)