Thursday, August 31, 2006

yea, today is a GREAT day!! saw like so many ex students of phs, its just so heartwarming to see us going back to phs to ying shui shi yuan even after we grad. especially 4H'05! (YEAHMAN!) almost all 38 of us came back yeah, its goodygoodgood! everybody looked so different, golden hairs and everything. but i reckon we all look better/slimmer/more pleasant-looking than how we used to look like when we were still in school!

haha saw so many teachers, Mrs Carolin Tan!, Ms Tang!, Ms Seh!, Mr Lau! Ms A.K, Mr Sim (both-shenshen&shenlaoshi)!, Ms Helen Lee(tan??), Ms Chionh, Mr Tan B.S, Mrs Soh, Mrs Susan Tan and more. the only teacher that i never see but wish to see badly is MRS LEAW TK!! she's on MC! oman, wad a bad timing. really miss her so much, but i know we will definitely have the chance to see each other one day! ;) and yes, Ms Kathy Ang too! she's away studying that's why no longer in PHS already. oman, as much as i dislike fnn, i still miss Ms Ang lots! and that mokhsingyee didn't even have the slightest idea that Ms Ang's not in PHS alrdy. what a sista. hahaha.

and we all think that Ms Tang is like damn touched to see almost 85% of 4H came back to see her man! normal school days also dont have such good attendance man. hahaha, i keep catching her red-handed um-chio-ing sia LOL. so here are some pics i took today! not many, but enough to keep the warmth in the heart <3















the guys at the "new" staircase. DAMN FREAKING NICE LA. hahaha.















cherlyn. MISS SEH-ED. me. zhenhui.















MR SIM SEONG MENG. zhenhui.















MISS CHIONH. cherlyn.















MISS TANG. zhenhui.















me. MISS TANG.















SHUHUI. MISS TANG. ZHENHUI.

MISSTANG-
though we often laugh about you behind your back/in front of you, no doubt ure one of the few teachers who had made an impact on me during the 4 years i've spent in PHS. yr patience and unique way of handling the class has proven to be effective when we see almost 85% of 4HUMILITY coming back today to see ya. and though, you're not the hottest teacher on stomp and as much as we hate to admit it out, we still love ya :DDDDD yeah.

after the celebration at PHS, BURDEN went to kbox! though it was just a normal day out, the quality time we spent is morethananythingelseintheworld ! yeahyeah burden rocks!















BURDEN<3
till then =)

why dont you give us a little more patience?

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

yipeee!! tml going back phs! WOOHOOOOO!! can't wait to see everybody especially MISS TANG!! hahaha :D

run away with my heart, run away with my hope, run away with my love.

i thought it was a good job. good pay. good collegues. good environment. and now they dont need me to work on weekdays?? im only left with the weekends to work there. its like fridays saturdays and sundays only. 3 days, which im not sure whether will i even get the chance to work or not. what am i gonna do for the another 4 days of the week eh? i don't wanna slack my holidays away. wth. i was wrong.. let's hope that they will bring me good news soon.

on the other hand, im just getting into the holiday mood! everyday waking up at 2pm, watch some vcds, go out catch up with peeps, then come back home at 12mn and stay up late until 3am. and the cycle goes back again. HAHAHA

lets just let will decide for me man. i definitely feel more like having a job, at least i wouldn't continue being broke (:

the past's like a shadow, will it follow us around?

Saturday, August 26, 2006

TIES, CUFFLINKS, TIE CLIPS - anyone?

look for me at cktangs, 3rd level (:

Friday, August 25, 2006

yeah i finally got the pics from my classmates already! so yesterday after POA paper, 11 of us took bus together all the way from the west to the east! we reached there around 1plus, had lunch while waiting for meiyi & lizhen to come. meiqi is the most legal age person amongst us so she helped us buy volka and check in!















meiyi, jinpei, me and felicia while waiting for the bus!















lizhen & audris!















meiyi (our da jie) & kaishin! (:















felicia & me!!

our chalet was at block K, unit no. 2006. we seem to have affinity with no.26. and forget to say, my class is TB26! anyway after that, audris and I went roller blading whereas the rest of them went cycling and played the playground. finally after such a long time, i roller-bladed!! IM SO HAPPY LA! got back my touch already ;)















me when wearing the blades. skated for 2+hrs and my feets sore like hell la! but it was fun-i think i shedded like 5kg after blading? HAHA. however, after that i ate alot during the bbq..hahaha.
















audris posing for the camera!



















lizhen with her stupid face! hahaha (:















kaishin, lizhen and jinpei - all smiles for the cam!! =D

after 2 hours, we went back to the chalet and rest abit. around 5+pm, kaishin and a few girls went to collect food from the bbqwholesale people. the rest of us took some photos while waiting for them to come back.















meiyi & lynn!















the lazybums who didn't wanna go collect the food! (from left: audris, lizhen, weiqi, raymond, yaozhong, jinpei, chiowwoon and me!)















the 3 ah bengs! raymond, yaozhong & chiowwoon.



















the 3 pretty girls! me, audris and jinpei!



the 3 gays doing their thing! pose 1 to 9!

and altogether.... 10!















super gay right! but damn hilarious la.. made us laughed like duno what shit!! hahaha.
soon after, the girls came back with the food! audris and felicia started setting up the fire.. hongyi, chaichen, zuoshen and eileen finally came too!






























felicia, jinpei, audris and kaishin!!















our pit no.!
















ain't these good-looking food too good to be missed? haha, the food was really great especially the sambal stingrays!!! =)



















the guys getting ready the drinks.



















the girls doing their shift by bbq-ing food for us!















ahhhh.. DELICIOUS FOOD!















then it was the guys' turns for some contributions!















the girls having some fun peng-ing da food!















the guys having mens' talk over food!

here are some candid shots of us!



















justina, meddling with the satays!















yaozhong with his chicken wing!



















felicia - the part time satay aunty!



















kaishin, enjoying her otah!



















raymond complaining about his chaota chickenwing!















jinpei with the chicken wing stuck in her mouth!















dj weiqi in da house!



















gao de~















lizhen - zuai pi la!















audris- what the hell is she doing man?!?!?!?!?!















that's me! i am contributing okay! LOL
















GIRLS of TB26! (:















da DUDES of TB26! :D

around 8+pm, lynn, justina, hongyi and felica left for home. after bbq-ing, each of us took turns to bathe and we watched some tv together. they kept saying 4H's class tee is very the nice!! I AGREE TOO!!!!! :DDDDD hahaha and at around 1+am, we gathered in a circle to say ghost stories. yaozhong they all were like scaring the wits outta us la! eileen and I were like super scared -duno why also- somemore, all together there were 13 of us in the room! super zun lah. we stopped after awhile and the guys went to played some cards. the girls went bitching until 5am then finally we're tired! i was the 1st to knock out man, guess it was because of the vodka -.-"

we woke up at 9+am, checked out and had breakfast together before heading home! the chalet was way funner than i've expected man. i was glad i didn't miss out the fun, it was great bonding as a class. i am really touched that 17 outta 18 of us turn up! too bad sheryl can't be with us, but it's okay because we had planned to have a chalet/bbq/small gathering at the end of every semester! nevermind if she had missed out the fun this time round, because we still have 3 more chances to go.. =)

ahhh, exams are officially over and the holidays are here! duno why, im not feeling as happy as i should be because afterall i have 2 months to slack. so, what's wrong with me??
hmmm. anyway, here's a last pic to end off this super looong post!














TB26!!! =)

we talk, but it feels so different now..

Thursday, August 24, 2006

just came back from class chalet, having a terrible headache and sorethroat. it must be caused by the 2 shots i had last night. just 2 but its already killing me -.-
shall blog later and hopefully with all the pictures =)

no matter how hard i cry.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006















4 HUMILITY 2005!

hmmm, just finish watching the graduation cd.. wah i think i've shed all the tears that i've been holding back for the past few months huh? haha, the presentation really brought back alot of memories, there were good ones, bad ones, tough ones, happy ones, sad ones and many other more. we had really been through alot together and we had grew attached to each other. so many events our class had went through together! the sec3 adventure camp, dodgeball times, sentosa trips, dining etiquette, chalets, times when we were being punished, quarrelling, bullying jerine (HAHA), just the times we spent together slacking in class, screaming at the top of our voices across the class, being the extremely notorious class of 2005 - all this small little pieces formed the most important and eventful 2 years of my life. I WANT THEM BACK! but can i?
the wonderful friendship that we all shared can neverever be replaced. i liked especially the part where everyone of us wrote a msg for the class. it really touched my heart and i will definitely not grow bored or tired even after reading them for 100 or even 10000 more times! all the photos inside warmed my heart, all the faces of 4H, from 10 bros, to the sistas and of course to all the teachers who had made such an impact on our lives (Ms Tang, Ms Chee, Ms Seh, AK and more!), i really miss every single part of 4H dearly! how i wished for just another moment back.. it is impossible, time waits for no man. we need to move on to another phrase of our lives. i hope the hearts of everybody in 4H'05 will stay as one even though we are all dispersed around Singapore. i am really VERY proud to be part of 4H and the past 2 years had really been a rollercoaster ride for me!!

graduation is tough. going separate ways, no longer staying as a class is painful. let's hold on to this wonderful bond forever, 4H! In my memory, you shall never be erased~

to all 4H peeps reading my blog, we REALLY need to have a gathering soon! and quickly go get your graduation cd from Ms Tang! HAHA study hard everybody! (((((:

anyway i am 2/3 done with my final term examinations, 1 more paper left tomorrow! i had given in my best shot, and i will definitely give 101% of myself for the last paper tomorrow! to those still having their exams, work hard and let's all be able to enjoy the sweet fruits of our labour when we get our results back!

till then... =)

Sunday, August 20, 2006



where i belong, where i found myself back :DDD

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

countdown 2 more days to MACROECONOMICS final term paper!! i heard it's 50%, WTH! super nervous and anxious about it.. hope i don't screw it up otherwise all my hard work for the past semester will then go down the drain!! at least there's the weekend that i can look forward to, even though i have to spend it studying.. arghhh.

anyway, that sell clothes job never call me back leh!!! sian, think she don't wanna hire me liao la hahaha =(
haha to all peeps having their final term exams, GOODEST LUCK!! work hard and score all ADssss okay! (((:

Saturday, August 12, 2006

i did a personality test at http://www.handwritingwizard.com/ .
it's one of the most true ones that i've ever done. so you people might wanna try it out there too? =)














For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct shu has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. shu fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then shu has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and shu seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. shu seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.















Something is incomplete in shu's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to shu's sexual needs. (HAHA)









shu is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.









shu's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told shu that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. shu also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. shu is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. shu's self-concept is artificially low. shu will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for shu to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. shu is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.









In reference to shu's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When shu slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. shu can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.








shu will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!







shu will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. shu believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.




shu uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when shu does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. shu will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. shu is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"








shu tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if shu writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. shu will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says she didn't hear you... really, she didn't hear you.